Uploaded September 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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This video was originally going to be a MAP (multi animator project) but i thought it would be too stressful to try and handle that with my mental state. im sorry i havent been animating as much as i used to, these past few months have been really hard on me and im trying to overcome alot of issues i will not go into detail here. i spent a few hours drawing and splicing this video together and i dont want it to go unseen. i know my channel has been dying ever since i changed my username from Foxi Boxi to SHATTEREDGEMZ.. and that is partially my fault. 100%. but its making me unmotivated and sad. my views and comments have halved since then. ive been trying to animate a vent to get this out for weeks but i have been unable to. so thats what this video is for,, to express my emotions. i know it is not an animation, or even an animatic.. but i spent time into this.
i thank you all for staying and letting my channel continue to grow and thrive. i hope you guys understand for the unusual posting pattern.
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I AM ALOT MORE ACTIVE ON MY INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT.
@shatteredgemz
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.. thank you for reading this.
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now onto the regular description.
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Background lyrics: youtu.be/DPVCNK74ZBI
Original song: youtu.be/NqpnbSFprB4
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Art: drawn by me using Procreate, edited on Capcut
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Character(s):
Zasha (Right)
Zasha | Nega Form | (Left)
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"Maybe it was me who was fucking up."
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Song and Background do not belong to me.