Uploaded November 2022 | Updated September 2026, 19 hours ago
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I'm fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?
Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I'm defeated?
How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
I'm just not happy anymore
#aaryanshah #alovelettertola
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I'm fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?
Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I'm defeated?
How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
I'm just not happy anymore



![Aaryan Shah - Healthy Distance For Broken Homes [Official Audio]
Listen to Healthy Distance For Broken Homes: https://music.aaryanshahmusic.com/aaryan-shah/love-always-aaryan
#aaryanshah #healthydistanceforbrokenhomes #lovealwaysaaryan
Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah & Kysiko
Recording Engineer: Josh Kay
Assistant Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mixing Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
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Lyrics:
I don’t think I’m ready to see my parents go
If this is how it ends, I’ll never have my home
And I just feel distant from people I love
And I just need distance, before I give up
I don’t think that I’m ready to see my parents go
If this is how it ends, I’ll never have my home
Will I know?
Will I be alive when they go?
If I overdose I’ll never have to know
And I hope
I don’t live this life on my own
Cause broken hearts don’t have a place to go
Cause broken hearts don’t have a place to go
A broken house will always be a home Aaryan Shah - Healthy Distance For Broken Homes [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bwP46R6uSm8/mqdefault.jpg)


![Aaryan Shah - A Prayer For You [Official Lyric Video]
Listen to A Prayer For You: https://symphony.to/aaryan-shah/a-love-letter-to-la
#aaryanshah #aprayerforyou #alovelettertola
Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah
Recording Engineer: Josh Kay
Assistant Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, okayGOOD Studios
Executive Producers: Aaryan Shah & Jeremy Kysiko Alain
Directed by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, & Cody Remillard
Visual Producer: Michael Lappen
Director of Photography: Elias Ginsberg
Edited by: Christian Korpi & Cody Remillard
Colorist: Fedor Karpenko
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Lyrics:
I spent the holidays alone
And nobody knew
You said that you were coming home
And I waited for you
Cause I lit the fireplace
And hung the lights for us
And I poured your favorite wine
And picked a vinyl you loved
Cause no place is home to me,
I thought we’d make it one
I didn’t have my family,
And I thought that you’d come
You can’t break my heart again,
I finally gave up on you
I won’t talk to God again,
But I’ll still say a prayer for you Aaryan Shah - A Prayer For You [Official Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cQa_T-OiGQ8/mqdefault.jpg)

![Aaryan Shah - Ruin My Night [Official Visualizer]
Listen to Ruin My Night: https://aaryanshahmusic.com/ruin-my-night
#aaryanshah #ruinmynight #codex
Lyrics by: Aaryan Shah, Josh Levi, Mac Hunt
Produced by: itsashleetho, Jarom S’ua, Luxurylane, ICEE RED, SW8VY, G.BLIZ, PHIL MANGO
Recording Engineer: Dalton Cyr
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Art Direction by: okayGOOD Studios
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, Megh Vakharia, Yash Mehta
A&R: V Live
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Lyrics:
Baby, you’re toxic, I’m broken
I still want you to come over
Before I’m back on the road, you
Gotta see me on the low, yeah
My fingers gripping your throat, uh
Your legs are shaking, it’s over
Just throw them over my shoulders
So hold on, I’m taking control
Just hold on and never let go
You’re wrong, but I can’t let you go
You’re wrong, but I keep wanting more
Do you doubt it?
Cause you should know that I’m still about it
Your body, I just can’t go without it
Fuck it, come ruin my night
Shawty, I’d let you ruin my life
The crazy ones are always my type
Tell me what you would do to my mind
So hold on and never let go
Don’t tell me you’ve felt this before
You’re wrong, but I can’t let you go
You’re wrong, but I keep wanting more Aaryan Shah - Ruin My Night [Official Visualizer]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dfu6Nc2vnMY/mqdefault.jpg)

