Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago

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HOPELESS (LYRIC VIDEO) ft VAI | #newmusic #rap

Lyrics written by MXRUL
Instrumental made by MXRUL
Revamped and Edited by MXRUL
Vocal by VAI
Vocal Edited by MXRUL

Instrumental Only: youtu.be/FvEVE3LzMCM

I use VAI as my voice to say what I wanna say

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[Chorus]
I don't see myself as hopeless
I wish I could help myself
I wish I could
I don't see myself as hopeless
I wish I could help myself
I wish I could
No one understands it when I can't help myself

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I can’t understand myself sometimes,
Feelin’ happy and sad at the same time
Does it make sense? Yeah, welcome to my life,
Starin’ out the window, thinkin’ ‘bout my life
Those cries, those thoughts, trapped in my own lie,
The dream that I fed just to watch it die
They gave me hope, then broke me in between,
Still wonder what the hell that’s supposed to mean
Thinkin’, waitin’, pickin’ up the call,
Hopin’ someone’s there on the other side at all
Droppin’ my last words, findin’ inner peace,
Before this heavy heart finally gets release.
Things you used to love now turn to hate,
Guess that’s how it goes when it’s all too late
No point lovin’ when the hate too loud,
So just walk out and fade into the crowd

[Repeated Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Some days, I just wanna leave it all behind,
Kinda mean it, don’t matter who’s on my side
Laugh with ’em, joke with ’em, still feelin’ nothin’,
That’s the daily vibe, and nah, I ain’t lovin’ it
Ask for advice, they say one thing, then flip,
Act like they right, call their stories legit
Guess that’s how it goes, I’m still learnin’ it,
Tryna open up, but words don’t fit
I cover things up, but they still expose,
Part of my life where the pain just grows
Smilin’ through hurt, that’s the real disguise,
Nobody sees pain when it hides behind eyes
There’s no keeper here, yet they miss the shot,
Who’s to blame when it’s all forgot?
No one sees the good, just the fool you been,
So live with it, that’s the world we in

[Repeated Chorus]