Holdfast (2021) — Matthew Recio @expilectakunai
Holdfast (2021) — Matthew Recio  @expilectakunai
Uploaded February 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
As taken from his website, "Avid vocal composer, Matthew Recio recently finished his post as Vanguard emerging opera composer with Chicago Opera Theatre. During his residency he developed operas with librettists Royce Vavrek (2021) and Stephanie Fleischmann (2020). The concert presentation of his work with Royce, “The Puppy Episode” was premiered in March of 2021 through the Chicago Opera Theater and is pleased to work on a co-production with Opera Columbus and Oberlin Conservatory for the staged premiere."
This is Recio's breathtaking 4-movement work for SSAATTBB chorus and crotales, "Holdfast". This piece explores the phenomenon of touch starvation (meaning a lack of human contact, also known as "skin hunger") and its effects on our bodies and minds.

COMPOSER: Matthew Recio
CONDUCTOR: A.J. Keller
CHOIR: Stare at the Sun
POET: Robin Beth Schaer

TRACKLIST:
0:00 - I. The Dead Are For Morticians
3:29 - II. He Tells Me
5:45 - III. Let Her Pretend
7:40 - IV. If I Held Her

TEXT:
Holdfast (Robin Beth Schaer)

(I.) The dead are for morticians & butchers
to touch. Only a gloved hand. Even my son
will leave a grounded wren or bat alone
like a hot stove. When he spots a monarch
in the driveway he stares. It’s dead,
I say, you can touch it. The opposite rule:
butterflies are too fragile to hold
alive, just the brush of skin could rip
a wing. He skims the orange & black whorls
with only two fingers, the way he learned
to feel the backs of starfish & horseshoe crabs
at the zoo, the way he thinks we touch
all strangers.
(II.) I was sad to be born, he tells me,
because it means I will die. I once loved someone
I never touched.
(III.) We played records & drank
coffee from chipped bowls, but didn’t speak
of the days pierced by radiation. A friend
said: Let her pretend. She needs one person
who doesn’t know.
(IV.) If I held her, I would have left bruises,
if I undressed her, I would
have seen scars, so we never touched
& she never had to say she was dying.
We should hold each other more
while we are still alive, even if it hurts.
People really die of loneliness, skin hunger
the doctors call it. In a study on love,
baby monkeys were given a choice
between a wire mother with milk
& a wool mother with none. Like them,
I would choose to starve & hold the soft body.

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Holdfast (2021) — Matthew Recio

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