Uploaded November 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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The only one that can take care of you and understand you is you.
Yourself.
So you must take care of yourself.

Your mind is in a state of constant change. You are capable of change anytime your mind perceives these changes. So be open to change.
-Neon Genesis Evangelion; Shinji's Rant
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I saw NGE over the summer while I was abroad. At times it was too much for me to handle mentally. But I have found myself coming back to it in search of meaning and understanding within myself. Its helped me reflect in some kind of weird way. This artist has also inspired and sparked some kind of movement within me. I am a huge believer that things happen for a reason and that things end up working to your benefit when you blindly believe in it. I may not fully understand what is happening to me, nor the fast changes in my career, friendships and other milestones, but I am aware of them and I want to change with them. No more escapism in search of a heighten unrealistic expectation, waiting for something good to happen. Good things have always happened but I wasn't grounded in reality to see them.
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