Uploaded January 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I'm late as usual and it's all because I was actually working on a real AMV for this, but that has to wait until later. Also everyone is doing this so I doubt people will mind another one of these? (It's just one part per month anyways so dw, gotta keep it nice and short.)
This was actually pretty hard to choose because while I think I improved a bit this year I still hate most of my parts (especially the older ones) so I didn't really want to make one of these, but I never stick to my plans anyways so here you go.
Honestly I suck at looking back at 2018 because time is weird and everything always blurs together and I forget two thirds of my memories in a week, but a lot of shit happened this year and I mean I graduated and started university so that's something? I don't remember if I grew as a person or anything or if I did anything else that was special this year, but maybe 2019 will be different huh.
Not that I really have any plans or resolutions because existence is a drag and I wouldn't fulfill them anyways, but I hope if you guys have any of those that you find the strength to accomplish them! You are all really great and I know you are strong and worth it, so please believe in yourself even when it seems tough!
Thanks so much to all the people who went through 20gayteen (you will be missed;;) with me, I appreciate your kindness and you putting up with me a lot! Who knows what memes and stuff will await us in 20biteen? my body is ready for that good kush tbh
(I'm too lazy to do individual shoutouts really, you guys know who you are and I did some of these in the Christmas project already so lots of hugs and happiness to all of you!)
I have no idea what I'm talking about okay, have a great day~
I'm late as usual and it's all because I was actually working on a real AMV for this, but that has to wait until later. Also everyone is doing this so I doubt people will mind another one of these? (It's just one part per month anyways so dw, gotta keep it nice and short.)
This was actually pretty hard to choose because while I think I improved a bit this year I still hate most of my parts (especially the older ones) so I didn't really want to make one of these, but I never stick to my plans anyways so here you go.
Honestly I suck at looking back at 2018 because time is weird and everything always blurs together and I forget two thirds of my memories in a week, but a lot of shit happened this year and I mean I graduated and started university so that's something? I don't remember if I grew as a person or anything or if I did anything else that was special this year, but maybe 2019 will be different huh.
Not that I really have any plans or resolutions because existence is a drag and I wouldn't fulfill them anyways, but I hope if you guys have any of those that you find the strength to accomplish them! You are all really great and I know you are strong and worth it, so please believe in yourself even when it seems tough!
Thanks so much to all the people who went through 20gayteen (you will be missed;;) with me, I appreciate your kindness and you putting up with me a lot! Who knows what memes and stuff will await us in 20biteen? my body is ready for that good kush tbh
(I'm too lazy to do individual shoutouts really, you guys know who you are and I did some of these in the Christmas project already so lots of hugs and happiness to all of you!)
I have no idea what I'm talking about okay, have a great day~
![[DROPPED] make my wish come true... || Unknown x MC](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/SjASQ5W1s5o/mqdefault.jpg "[DROPPED] make my wish come true... || Unknown x MC
idk why Im uploading this seriously, its just a bunch of text and three screenshots and its far from good lmao...
the thing is I finished the MM christmas routes for the first time and because my soul is weak for this boy I literally told him everything and thats how I got the bad ending when I was trying to hook up with Yoosung;;; I would be lying if I said I mind BECAUSE THAT IS SOME GOOD SH IT
anyways I love this ending so freaking much idek save me so I started editing this because this song is perfect bUT LITERALLY A FEW MINUTES AGO I FOUND OUT THAT THERE IS A WHOLE MM MEP WITH THIS SONG THAT CONTAINS A WHOLE LOT OF UNKNOWN TOO???
Im sorry, I did not intend to steal the song/idea, I hate situations like this which is why I usually avoid using songs when popular studios just uploaded a MEP with them. And because Im an awkward being, I lost all motivation after finding the MEP even tho its totally awesome Im serious, check it out:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Dy_l-Ec2IY
Its just one of my personal issues, I doubt that anyone really MINDS but I do and I am literally unable to do this, Im sorry if anyone likes this crap because I wont ever touch this project again
I thought I could upload the wip tho because I literally didnt edit at all lately and my channel is a bit dead and welp, this is actually my first time editing MM so I doubt a lot of people knew I was even into it but I kinda am again so hit me up if you want to rant about underappreciated characters *cough* Jaehee, Unknown, V *cOUGH COUGH*
this was literally done in a few hours ugh what is this")
![[AMV] you could be anything out there. || Happy Pride! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/So_kTpL-mH4/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] you could be anything out there. || Happy Pride! ♥
This is late because my computer literally BROKE on the last day of June, this is peak homophobia in my 2020 my god.
This is a super self-indulgent edit I made because its my flags and I get to choose the headcanons!! I also literally named this project pride hell because... for several reasons but the most obvious being that its 40 seconds long because I like suffering haha,,, Then my computer broke... Now I have it back and I had major rendering issues........... Why is this my life?
Anyway pride month may be over but pride life is forever so never stop being proud! You are all lovely people, no matter if youre lgbt+ in any shape or form or if youre straight and cis. You all shine so brightly, please love yourselves!! If you dont then I will do it for you cowards.
Honestly I dont have anything else to say except that Im so glad this finally rendered properly hdfskjkgjkjkssgdj but I guess this is also a good opportunity to thank everyone for being so kind and supportive of me online, I am a braver and more honest person because of it and I cant express how grateful I am. You are all the true MVPs~
Song: Butterfly - Grimes
Footage: Yuki Yuna is a Hero, Persona 5, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, A3!, Atelier Escha & Logy, Pokemon, Danganronpa, Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun, Undertale, Ensemble Stars, Wandering Son
Art credits: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1lSs49Kx-cPGEWH_GHJr52_5W4AlOdgwtL8MOG7i6BSA/edit?usp=sharing")
![[AMV] were so disconnected. || HAPPY BIRTHGAY KOOTH! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/T6jSmmC5aTs/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] were so disconnected. || HAPPY BIRTHGAY KOOTH! ♥
.. Its not late if its still the 26th in your timezone.
This is definitely not the best birthday thing I ever made, but its finally done and its longer than last time! Honestly you deserve so much better than this rushed thing, but I hope all the gays make it worth your time!
I wanted to use a song from your playlist, but I couldnt find it anymore?? So I had to make do with the songs we talked about when we chose something for beans birthday, I hope you still like it even if its not one of your jams!
I feel like the unintended theme of this is childhood gays, it wasnt even intended to be that or even all gay either, but I just chose some ships youve told me about or edited yourself recently and they all fit the schematics. The only reason I even noticed that was because I had to look up the names of some characters. I guess even MinaMana works because they are children so they also fit into the theme.
SO YEAH BIRTHDAY MESSAGE RIGHT. Im horrible at this and this gift is just as horrible, but happy happy birthday again Kooth, I love you so much and I hope you had a super amazing day!! Honestly you deserve it. I am so glad that you are my kouhai and that we are still talking regularly (not something common when it comes to texting me tbh) because you are such a genuinely kind and caring person and you are always around whenever something is bothering me. I honestly appreciate all that you do for me so much and you dont see just what a great person you actually are!! Thank you for being my friend and being super awesome! ♥
PLEASE SUB HER, SHE DESERVES IT!!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2fDqOfYoQkdqyTVBq63LlQ
I still hate myself for starting this so late ansafojdpgjprst burn this trash;;
Sources: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1bZMLNqlZbGUyn-y942jorT2X7Nu2Vb838O03Xmy3jTw/edit?usp=sharing")
![[PEC] you got me so emotional. || Day 8](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/TWATh3Gs0jk/mqdefault.jpg "[PEC] you got me so emotional. || Day 8
Now I officially got further in this challenge than last time!!
But dear god is it suffering.
Day 8: Demisexual Pride
Favourite Character(s).
Hell yes I can finally work with my demi James headcanon in some way!! And it’s been super long since I last edited my children so this was actually pretty nice.
Also I didnt expect some of the lines of this song to fit the sexuality so well?? Hell yeah!
I know there are some mistakes in this, but I cant really be bothered right now, I had to edit another part today before this so Im super out of editing and motivation juice;; I got really grumpy while making this because of that, I feel bad, my children deserve so much better tbh...
But yeaaaah I should probably start cutting shorter audio because this is really starting to drain me and use up a lot of my time when there are birthdays and mep parts close... But will I really?
On a total different note: I got my exam results today and while some went better and some worse than I thought, I got the score I expected overall and no additional exam can change anything about it. Which basically means Im back? And free until I start university in autumn? Goddamn thats crazy. But I will upload a seperate official announcement video for this later (probably a MEP Collection again) because I still need a break if I somehow want to finish this challenge.
Song: Emotional - Charlie XCX
Footage: Pokemon
Time taken: 2 and a half hours")
![[GMV] its the simplest things. || Happy Birthday Shelly! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Vmbw7YTuhU4/mqdefault.jpg "[GMV] its the simplest things. || Happy Birthday Shelly! ♥
You thought it was over? Well you thought wrong!
Shelly Day is coming to an end in my time zone, but the Shelly life is forever... I have one last thing to drop off even though its not really the flashiest edit. Its fairly simple, but I hope all your loves make up for it!! (and Eulamber for the dancing and the gay rights)
The goal was more of a feel good kinda vibe anyway because you always make me feel warm and happy~ Also this song... is for you..... its the simplest things about being with you that make me the happiest after all ♥
Honestly after my dm essay my head is empty, I hope you can still instinctively feel the unspoken lovemail-
lovely birthday angel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0XfTzewhLbmKI4ED4iqSlQ
Song: Lucy Plays Cupid - Kailee Morgue
Footage: Genshin Impact")
![[AMV] you should know... || KyoSaya](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Vy-lOfJFhZw/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] you should know... || KyoSaya
A thing for one of the most important people in my life that I rushed in three hours until 1 am at a school night. The only thing I regret is that I wasnt able to upload it right away. -and maybe that its so lazy because you deserve better than that but its the thought that counts I hope I love you-
Idk if you ship this but I know Sayaka is your bae so why the heck not? Also their friendship is beautiful.")
![[loop] I cant freaking raw;; || FuKarin](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WMIy6tJ4sFg/mqdefault.jpg "[loop] I cant freaking raw;; || FuKarin
I thought I was getting better at raw but this proved me wrong wow, its so glitchy and not smooth and ugh, just ugh;;
Buuut I wanted to make a very quick thing for these cuties and I love this instrumental a lot so this happened. I also dont like editing for nothing so Im uploading it anyways welp.
I literally have nothing else to say because I dislike this speed edit so much h a;;
Song: Ugly Heart - G.R.L.
Footage: Yuki Yuna is a Hero
Time taken: literally not much longer than 1 hour")
