Uploaded March 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
CW: MENTION OF VARIOUS DRUGS
Lyrics by: Del https://linktr.ee/_del
Kemitesound (Fiverr) as Jack Crawford
Omg I was about to go to bed and then I realized I never actually uploaded this! I had it exported and just stopped there lmao
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this one because I know y'all love Bedelia and all her repeated themes.
--lyrics--
BEDELIA: The needle in my skin (ENSEMBLE: the drugs in her veins)
And knocks at the door
They barge in without a care
Eager to implore
A line drawn in the sand
Watching or participating
He made me cross, I can’t go back
ENSEMBLE: he already got away and you are all too late
BEDELIA: If you’d have been here,
Became Bluebeard’s Wife
It was only rational
I survived his knife
Tell me who you are
And I’ll return the favor
Believe me,
CHIYOH: I’m his family. Who are you?
BEDELIA: His psychiatrist.
CHIYOH: You’re his bird. I’m his bird too,
he puts us in cages and sees what we’ll do (BEDELIA: Did what I had to)
BEDELIA: Do you believe me?
CHIYOH: I believe you
BEDELIA: You fly right towards him
Such foolish devotion
CHIYOH: I must see him again
[exit CHIYOH. A knock on the door. It’s WILL and JACK]
BEDELIA: Yes?
WILL: Mrs. Fell, I presume?
[a nod at the ‘medicine’ at the table which BEDELIA has injected herself with]
BEDELIA: My medicine. My husband is a doctor. He treats my condition.
JACK: And what condition is that?
BEDELIA: I get confused quite often (WILL, sarcastic: Please.)
I find myself tired
WILL:
You need to get over yourself, Bedelia.
BEDELIA: My name is Lydia Fell
This I know for certain
WILL: You choose not to see what’s hiding in plain sight
This isn’t you, it’s the story you let him write
You’re lost in the hot darkness of his mind
+JACK: And we’re running out of time
BEDELIA: You’re winding me up for answers I don’t have
I’m confused, this wasn’t in the narration
I fear you have the wrong person
And it’ll be me who’ll be damned
If you sat in my seat
Trembling hand holding the gun
And he said ‘with him
I had to run’
I’m Bluebeard’s Bride
I haven’t lied
Believe me (WILL: I don’t believe you)
WILL: You know exactly who you are and what you’re doing. (about the “medicine”) What is this? Sedatives? Hypnotics? Ethanol? Scopolamine? Midazolam?
JACK: Same cocktail Dr. Lecter served Miriam Lass. You’ve been freebasing your alibi. I’m not even mad at you. In fact, I’d say I’m fairly impressed.
WILL GRAHAM: Mostly because you’re still alive. When this fog of yours clears, I’d love to hear how you managed that.
BEDELIA: You say my husband murdered an investigator of the Florentine Questura. Where are the polizia? Shouldn’t they be questioning me?
JACK: They will.
[exit WILL, discreetly]
BEDELIA: They’re taking a while
What could possibly be the delay? (ENSEMBLE: they’re on their way)
I have an idea. Do you?
JACK: They’re being bought (they’ll get caught)
Working for a third party
Same guys who bought Pazzi
BEDELIA: You’re running out of time
BEDELIA: Now don’t you see
You’d have done the same
It was only rational
He was to blame
I will be gone
When it gets worse
Believe me,
I wonder who will find him first…
CW: MENTION OF VARIOUS DRUGS
Lyrics by: Del https://linktr.ee/_del
Kemitesound (Fiverr) as Jack Crawford
Omg I was about to go to bed and then I realized I never actually uploaded this! I had it exported and just stopped there lmao
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this one because I know y'all love Bedelia and all her repeated themes.
--lyrics--
BEDELIA: The needle in my skin (ENSEMBLE: the drugs in her veins)
And knocks at the door
They barge in without a care
Eager to implore
A line drawn in the sand
Watching or participating
He made me cross, I can’t go back
ENSEMBLE: he already got away and you are all too late
BEDELIA: If you’d have been here,
Became Bluebeard’s Wife
It was only rational
I survived his knife
Tell me who you are
And I’ll return the favor
Believe me,
CHIYOH: I’m his family. Who are you?
BEDELIA: His psychiatrist.
CHIYOH: You’re his bird. I’m his bird too,
he puts us in cages and sees what we’ll do (BEDELIA: Did what I had to)
BEDELIA: Do you believe me?
CHIYOH: I believe you
BEDELIA: You fly right towards him
Such foolish devotion
CHIYOH: I must see him again
[exit CHIYOH. A knock on the door. It’s WILL and JACK]
BEDELIA: Yes?
WILL: Mrs. Fell, I presume?
[a nod at the ‘medicine’ at the table which BEDELIA has injected herself with]
BEDELIA: My medicine. My husband is a doctor. He treats my condition.
JACK: And what condition is that?
BEDELIA: I get confused quite often (WILL, sarcastic: Please.)
I find myself tired
WILL:
You need to get over yourself, Bedelia.
BEDELIA: My name is Lydia Fell
This I know for certain
WILL: You choose not to see what’s hiding in plain sight
This isn’t you, it’s the story you let him write
You’re lost in the hot darkness of his mind
+JACK: And we’re running out of time
BEDELIA: You’re winding me up for answers I don’t have
I’m confused, this wasn’t in the narration
I fear you have the wrong person
And it’ll be me who’ll be damned
If you sat in my seat
Trembling hand holding the gun
And he said ‘with him
I had to run’
I’m Bluebeard’s Bride
I haven’t lied
Believe me (WILL: I don’t believe you)
WILL: You know exactly who you are and what you’re doing. (about the “medicine”) What is this? Sedatives? Hypnotics? Ethanol? Scopolamine? Midazolam?
JACK: Same cocktail Dr. Lecter served Miriam Lass. You’ve been freebasing your alibi. I’m not even mad at you. In fact, I’d say I’m fairly impressed.
WILL GRAHAM: Mostly because you’re still alive. When this fog of yours clears, I’d love to hear how you managed that.
BEDELIA: You say my husband murdered an investigator of the Florentine Questura. Where are the polizia? Shouldn’t they be questioning me?
JACK: They will.
[exit WILL, discreetly]
BEDELIA: They’re taking a while
What could possibly be the delay? (ENSEMBLE: they’re on their way)
I have an idea. Do you?
JACK: They’re being bought (they’ll get caught)
Working for a third party
Same guys who bought Pazzi
BEDELIA: You’re running out of time
BEDELIA: Now don’t you see
You’d have done the same
It was only rational
He was to blame
I will be gone
When it gets worse
Believe me,
I wonder who will find him first…
