Uploaded January 2020 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
a girl randomely recognized me and messaged me saying my channel was part of her childhood, so that did give me some energy so i decided to make a better video, i am not quite there yet as theres more things i could have done more scenes i just don't have enough energy for it but i guess this is one of the reasons i started making videos i wanted to show impressive mods, and this one is impressive, i feel the best time to record is 8 pm as the colors of the timecycle fit so well with the map itself, it's all around beautiful to me and that is one reason i wanted to show it, so no it's not just about views but not being cared for it demotivating, but the thing is gameplay videos is always what i wanted to do, i believe in editing through the recording rather than post, thats always how i've worked, rather than editing i script together various scenes, it shows the mod more and puts focus on the mod rather than the editing itself, cut together clips and music thats always how i've worked and how i always want to work, that kind of thing worked back then people loved it, not sure what changed, the trash i've uploaded most of the time is not what i want to do it's just what i have the energy to do, it's a halfassed way of keeping my channel "alive"
a girl randomely recognized me and messaged me saying my channel was part of her childhood, so that did give me some energy so i decided to make a better video, i am not quite there yet as theres more things i could have done more scenes i just don't have enough energy for it but i guess this is one of the reasons i started making videos i wanted to show impressive mods, and this one is impressive, i feel the best time to record is 8 pm as the colors of the timecycle fit so well with the map itself, it's all around beautiful to me and that is one reason i wanted to show it, so no it's not just about views but not being cared for it demotivating, but the thing is gameplay videos is always what i wanted to do, i believe in editing through the recording rather than post, thats always how i've worked, rather than editing i script together various scenes, it shows the mod more and puts focus on the mod rather than the editing itself, cut together clips and music thats always how i've worked and how i always want to work, that kind of thing worked back then people loved it, not sure what changed, the trash i've uploaded most of the time is not what i want to do it's just what i have the energy to do, it's a halfassed way of keeping my channel "alive"
