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jack-in
endless
void
parasite
paranoid
smile when it feels like shit
drain the last fucking pig

i gotta say
i gotta say
how are we still here today?
i gotta know
i gotta know
how long until it fucking blows?
how long until i'm fucking broke?

it's like a dream, but it's not a dream
exhilarating
if not for the screams
i have found control
in here
dissolving
shrinking
that's the fear
the fear
the fear
the fear
the fear

paranoid
pure acid hell
the devil seed
squirming in my meat
control
control

a flash of fangs
dragging the chains
twisting alleyways
a murderous sadistic maze
a hate
a night
the tech nightmare we're in
the stink of nitroglycerin