Uploaded May 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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@graphicnature404's official music video for "Something I'm Not" from the album, "Who Are You When No One Is Watching?" - available on preorder on Rude Records: music.ruderecords.com/waywnoiw
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Directed by Oli Duncanson

Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Sam Bloor at Lower Lane Studios
Mastered by Grant Berry at Fader Mastering

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Lyrics:

You know there’s something I want
Something, you gave it to me
This kind of act has a price
But I’d do it for free
I’d do it for free

Cause you hate
And you take
My fucking energy
Away
From this place
I used to love myself
But now
I don’t know
Where I stand
I hope you meet your end

I used to think,
That kind of shit won’t happen to me
I used to think about all the things I wanted to be
I used to dream
I used to feel
I used to think that all my heroes were real
And now it’s gone

I used to be a confident son of a bitch
And I would live my life as every 30 year old did
Maybe it’s the substance abuse
But yeah I got along fine before I ran into you

I’ve never wanted to harm another person I just wanted to see you bleed
Cause I changed on that day
Yeah I changed on that day

Because you hate
And you take
My fucking energy
Away
From this place
I used to love myself
But now
I don’t know
Where I stand
(I hope you meet your end)
I wouldn’t think
That this thing
Would’ve affected me
Like this
A mistake
But now I’m sinking in
The hate
That I feel
For this man
I hope you meet your end

I was never that person
I was never that man
But you turned me into something that I never want to look at again

Never
Never again
And I’ll fucking hate you til the day that I die

I’ll never
Never
Never
Be like you
Never
Never
Never
Be like you

You tried to take my everything away from me
But you can’t

I hope you meet your end

I used to think,
That kind of shit won’t happen to me
I used to think about all the things I wanted to be
I used to dream
I used to feel
I used to think that all my heroes were real
And now it’s gone

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