Uploaded April 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
*CONTAINS SELF HARM, AND DEATH, AND SADNESS*
Sooo, I've been meaning to make this for a while. I lost 7 of my best friends due to many different things...
*RANT INCOMING*
One friend in particular though... we dated, but after we broke up, we stayed friends for a bit. I hung out with him at the mall, and bought him so many gifts and treats, because even though we weren't dating, I still really appreciated him as a friend... Then one day he said he was going to kill himself... BUT, I was the one person that was there for him. I saved his life. After everything that happened, we couldn't be friends because every time he saw me, it triggered memories of those dark times. And on top of it all, he felt guilty because of how many times he let me down. I've since lost all contact with him, and it hurts a lot. In a way, my mind has been tricked into thinking he actually killed himself, because he told me he would, and now I'll never see him again...
*RANT OVER*
Basically, I made this as an outlet for my stupid thoughts, and being brainwashed into feeling like he's actually dead...
Goodbye, My Friend
*CONTAINS SELF HARM, AND DEATH, AND SADNESS*
Sooo, I've been meaning to make this for a while. I lost 7 of my best friends due to many different things...
*RANT INCOMING*
One friend in particular though... we dated, but after we broke up, we stayed friends for a bit. I hung out with him at the mall, and bought him so many gifts and treats, because even though we weren't dating, I still really appreciated him as a friend... Then one day he said he was going to kill himself... BUT, I was the one person that was there for him. I saved his life. After everything that happened, we couldn't be friends because every time he saw me, it triggered memories of those dark times. And on top of it all, he felt guilty because of how many times he let me down. I've since lost all contact with him, and it hurts a lot. In a way, my mind has been tricked into thinking he actually killed himself, because he told me he would, and now I'll never see him again...
*RANT OVER*
Basically, I made this as an outlet for my stupid thoughts, and being brainwashed into feeling like he's actually dead...
Goodbye, My Friend
