trainerlyra | go half-blind when you're looking at me || seisub @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 1 month ago | Updated 1 hour ago
hello seisub fans (myself) we're back again with this extremely self indulgent edit! when aren't my edits self indulgent tho lbr. mitzi, you might be saying, it's been like, six months. are you finished obsessing over clamp yet? the answer is NO ABSOLUTELY NOT IN THE SLIGHTEST, WE'RE HERE FOR AWHILE BAYBEE. none of you knew me in middle school when a solid 40% of my personality was clamp. (the other 60% was sasusaku and video games. yes i have always been like this. no i will never change.) unfortunately it will be a LONG while before i am free from the clutches. so very sorry you will all just have to deal :) for the foreseeable future :)

this song. this song is just. sighs wistfully. it's one of my favorites off this album but its also just SO GOOD for them..... actually a lot of songs off this album are which is why for seisub tanabata fest my fics all had sleep token titles LOL (pspsps you want to read my seisubs so bad archiveofourown.org/works/57240169 )

also the art. for the end card. god. it's one of my favorite pieces of official seisub art it's just soooooo. there's so much to it. seishirou's possessive hold on subaru. the ceremonial knife near seishirou's throat that subaru is holding. subaru in his arms like that despite knowing he should not be in the first place. it's. ough. they're so. i hate them. i hate them so much why do they DO these things to me. sobs. i think you should all start writing seisub fic so i have new food more than once a month tops. thank you.

anyways uh life things... i have a job again! i start tomorrow. full time remote after a few training days thank god lmao. so excited to have money again. that's like.... it....... there's not much else going on besides like. medication roulette, this time featuring adhd treatment, and my physical form falling apart at all hours of the day but what else is fucking new lmao. oh and i guess my birthday is in a week or so, that's fine. i guess.

yeah okay that's all. i will go stop avoiding all my responsibilities now. peace