Uploaded August 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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I hear them calling out my name
But none of them know who I am
They love the shape I fit inside
Not the blood beneath the skin

I'm surrounded every night
Still drowning in a crowded room
They see the hands that carry them
But never ask what I've been through

I'm useful when I'm standing tall
I'm wanted when I play my part
But when I finally show the cracks
They turn away from who we are

Would you still hold me
If I had nothing left to give?
Would you still see me
If I stopped pretending how to live?

DO YOU LOVE ME
OR THE PERSON THAT YOU NEED ME TO BE?

DO YOU SEE ME
OR JUST THE SHADOW THAT I LET YOU BELIEVE?

I'm screaming underneath this skin
But you only hear me when I win
If everything I give disappears
WOULD YOU STILL WANT ME HERE?

I've become a fucking monument
To everything you want from me
A perfect face, a steady hand
A manufactured tragedy

You built a god from broken bones
Then cursed me when I couldn't stand
You never wanted who I was
YOU ONLY WANTED WHAT I HAD!

And every "I love you"
Feels like another chain
Every hand that reaches for me
Only pulls me back again

Would you still hold me
If I had nothing left to give?
Would you still know me
If I showed you how I really live?

DO YOU LOVE ME
OR THE PERSON THAT YOU NEED ME TO BE?

DO YOU SEE ME
OR JUST THE SHADOW THAT I LET YOU BELIEVE?

I'm screaming underneath this skin
But you only hear me when I win
If everything I give disappears
WOULD YOU STILL WANT ME HERE?

If I disappear tonight
Would you miss me
Or just miss what I provided?

YOU DON'T KNOW ME!

YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN DO!

YOU DON'T LOVE ME!

YOU LOVE WHAT I DO FOR YOU!

So take your fucking expectations
Take every version you designed
I'm done becoming someone else
JUST TO MAKE YOU THINK I'M FINE!

I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR!

I AM NOT YOUR DREAM!

I AM NOT THE PERSON—

THAT YOU FUCKING NEED ME TO BE!

DO YOU LOVE ME
OR THE PERSON THAT YOU NEED ME TO BE?

DO YOU SEE ME
OR JUST THE SHADOW THAT I LET YOU BELIEVE?

I'm more than what I give away
I'm more than every role I play
And if everything I have disappears—

WOULD YOU STILL FUCKING WANT ME HERE?!

Would you still want me here?

Maybe someday
Someone will see me
Not what I give them
Not what they need me to be

Just me...