Uploaded October 2010 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
for equestrian masters round 4.
we had to show 1 weakness and one strength.
my weakness that i decided to show is that sometimes im afraid to risk it all and will be super undecisive in the show ring.
sometimes, i wont let pons gallop up to a jump when i should, and instead i hold him back for the chip.
sometimes, i wont go for that tight turn that could win me the class because i would much rather come in 2nd than risk it all and not place.
djaskdjaskldjaskljdalskjdklja why am i like this.
why cant i just fucking go for it, even though i know i am perfectly capable of doing it and do it in lessons all the time.
why cant i just let him gallop up to the long spot i see instead of holding him back?
sometimes, i'll get so excited that i did something right during my course, and i'll get so happy i'll forget where im going.
like really. wtf.
well. its complicated for you guys to understand. but its my weakness. hahahahhahahhaa.
my strength is determination.
no matter what, i keep going. no matter how bad it looks, i keep going and work it out.
one time in a lesson, i did the same one stride over and over and over and over for 30 minutes until i got it right.
i dont let one bad show get to me.
anything it takes for me to reach my goal, i will do no matter how hard it is.
in the words of albus dumbledore:
"There will come a point in your life where you'll have to choose what is right, from what is easy..."
yes. i DID just use a harry potter quote. sup?
so, judges, i hope all of this made sense (fml if it didnt) and if you guys didnt understand any of this please please pm me hahahah.
(btdubs, this video was a fucking bitch to make)
can someone please go to 0:10 and tell me what the fuck im doing all the way up there with his ears.
for equestrian masters round 4.
we had to show 1 weakness and one strength.
my weakness that i decided to show is that sometimes im afraid to risk it all and will be super undecisive in the show ring.
sometimes, i wont let pons gallop up to a jump when i should, and instead i hold him back for the chip.
sometimes, i wont go for that tight turn that could win me the class because i would much rather come in 2nd than risk it all and not place.
djaskdjaskldjaskljdalskjdklja why am i like this.
why cant i just fucking go for it, even though i know i am perfectly capable of doing it and do it in lessons all the time.
why cant i just let him gallop up to the long spot i see instead of holding him back?
sometimes, i'll get so excited that i did something right during my course, and i'll get so happy i'll forget where im going.
like really. wtf.
well. its complicated for you guys to understand. but its my weakness. hahahahhahahhaa.
my strength is determination.
no matter what, i keep going. no matter how bad it looks, i keep going and work it out.
one time in a lesson, i did the same one stride over and over and over and over for 30 minutes until i got it right.
i dont let one bad show get to me.
anything it takes for me to reach my goal, i will do no matter how hard it is.
in the words of albus dumbledore:
"There will come a point in your life where you'll have to choose what is right, from what is easy..."
yes. i DID just use a harry potter quote. sup?
so, judges, i hope all of this made sense (fml if it didnt) and if you guys didnt understand any of this please please pm me hahahah.
(btdubs, this video was a fucking bitch to make)
can someone please go to 0:10 and tell me what the fuck im doing all the way up there with his ears.
