Uploaded December 2018 | Updated September 2026, 14 hours ago

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file name; that's rough buddy
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haha, hello it is me again // changed my name from TheGreyAvatar to kay cus we edgy now
so i've been gone a while, to catch you all up;
-i've graduated high school
-currently in uni for film production
-i'm back to editing mildly depressing vids cus it's therapeutic in a way
-this is the first final cut pro vid here, every single vid prior was iMovie yeet SURPRISE!! i did THAT!
-i have a film history final tmrw & instead i edited this for 10 hours straight wish me luck gonna study rn brb

fr tho i'd been busy with school & pursuing other things in life to make the most of it (cus y'know yolo lol, i hate myself) despite that i always loved editing. things could be better now, i hope they will be soon. but if you want something, you can't just wait around for it - you have to work for it as well, so i'll do that & it'll be okay.

ANYWAYS - how y'all been?? whats new, whats kickin, whats poppin', whats relevAnt??? i miss everyone, & i'd really like to keep in touch again on whatsapp or discord or whatever cus idk about consistently uploading again but to the friends i did have here, it'd be nice to catch up now that i've relatively settled in c:

about the vid;
-i l o v e garden of words
-tryin' out new aesthetics w those subs yo
-i did a colouring????
-wow!!! an edit by me with no overlays??????? who IS she
-yes ik the voice overs dont aLways match the subs but bear with it cus its for the art™
-also this vid almost ends like 3 times lmao this reflects my inability say goodbye & let go BUT i kept it open ended cus what can i say, i'm a hopeless romantic

also cos om yt for taking down my first sheith vid i want it back NOW
ps; do y'all get the file name?????? hAH

footage; in vid
song; in vid
time taken; around 10-11 hours S T R A I G H T not kidding
i own nothing but editing