Uploaded July 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
Produced by 4lexf
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Anime:
Ao Haru Ride
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Lyrics for "holding onto nothing" by futoh:
girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why
i dont got redeeming qualities
i barely go outside
cant remember when you weren't here
now i wish you weren't
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent
cause i seem to lose my grip again
i cant take it
when you go and disappear again
dont think ill make it
cause im feeling sick again
caught up in whats not pretend
wish youd go away
but i hate when you with him again
come back to my place
we can talk about the little things
at the right pace
but i accelerate my heartbeat
but you slowing down
looking back i lost ground
looking back i lost count
of the times you said you over me
yet you come back
and im honestly so sick of it
bout time that i consider it
maybe we not meant to be
we different like the land and sea
living side by side
but we always tend to disagree
i never thought wed make
both of us are jaded
thats the only thing we hated
we didnt wanna face it
that we couldnt fix our faces
cause we look into each other's eyes
but the colors faded
no soul left to heal
just a wall made of steel
protecting what is real
from the fantasies of romance
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance
tried to move on, but the time just stops
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks
i always wanna walk away
but i never do it though
yea looks like i lost my flow
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself
by the day
by the minute
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots
i got no game plan
im just my own man
praying every day, but i dont think i can
Produced by 4lexf
Stream "holding onto nothing" by futoh:
soundcloud.com/futoh/holding-on-to-nothing-prod-4lexf
Support futoh:
soundcloud.com/futoh
Anime:
Ao Haru Ride
Spotify Playlist:
open.spotify.com/playlist/6qG7g3nWnQ2TB4cCGoJUku?si=7dcb6e13984b4e27
Submissions:
https://forms.gle/z5c1VNkdgBgnzh166
Support safehaven.:
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Lyrics for "holding onto nothing" by futoh:
girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why
i dont got redeeming qualities
i barely go outside
cant remember when you weren't here
now i wish you weren't
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent
cause i seem to lose my grip again
i cant take it
when you go and disappear again
dont think ill make it
cause im feeling sick again
caught up in whats not pretend
wish youd go away
but i hate when you with him again
come back to my place
we can talk about the little things
at the right pace
but i accelerate my heartbeat
but you slowing down
looking back i lost ground
looking back i lost count
of the times you said you over me
yet you come back
and im honestly so sick of it
bout time that i consider it
maybe we not meant to be
we different like the land and sea
living side by side
but we always tend to disagree
i never thought wed make
both of us are jaded
thats the only thing we hated
we didnt wanna face it
that we couldnt fix our faces
cause we look into each other's eyes
but the colors faded
no soul left to heal
just a wall made of steel
protecting what is real
from the fantasies of romance
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance
tried to move on, but the time just stops
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks
i always wanna walk away
but i never do it though
yea looks like i lost my flow
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself
by the day
by the minute
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots
i got no game plan
im just my own man
praying every day, but i dont think i can
