Uploaded August 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Enjoy lyric video of the song from the album "Panic" © 2020 Better Noise Music
Available now: fatn.ffm.to/panic_album
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LYRICS:
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
Feeling a type of way bout the past that I run from
Night and day fade to black when I'm undone
I feel lost constantly exhausted
Double crossed still haunted by the monster I once was
And when the suns gone and there's no escape
I feel the darkness take shape and show face
There's no place I never feel safe
There's no change hope fades and I'll never be okay
Never be the same but I always feel close to
Losing everything it's almost like I'm supposed to
I chose you let you in and gave you a home to
Become a part of me but now I'm looking to ghost you
I hoped you disappear but your attached
I painted the mirror I tried breaking the glass
I see my face in the cracks a refraction I'm abstract
Can't run from the past but I'm keeping my bags packed
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
I'll never be ok
I'm seconds from collapse
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
Gone is the vessel now there's nothing inside me
And God and the devil are the voices behind me
But they lie designing blue skies
While they guide me to a pasture where nobody will find me
Down a road that I'm hoping to steer through
To a home I thought left in the rear view
To a weird room nothing to peer through
Doors shut curtains drawn nobody can hear you
All this time I've been holding myself hostage
My hands tied and a blindfolded conscience
Brainwashed and overly cautious
I'm talking to myself in the cell that we're locked in
A situation I'm dying for some relief
Negotiating the terms for my release
I find keys to set myself free then history repeats
Nothing can save me
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
I'll never be ok
I'm seconds from collapse
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
And I would be nothing without you
And all that you made me (all that you made me)
And I would be nothing without you
And how you destroy me (you always destroy me)
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
I'll never be ok
I'm seconds from collapse
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
Enjoy lyric video of the song from the album "Panic" © 2020 Better Noise Music
Available now: fatn.ffm.to/panic_album
Official site: fromashestonew.com
Follow Facebook: facebook.com/FromAshesToNew
Twitter: twitter.com/fromashestonew
LYRICS:
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
Feeling a type of way bout the past that I run from
Night and day fade to black when I'm undone
I feel lost constantly exhausted
Double crossed still haunted by the monster I once was
And when the suns gone and there's no escape
I feel the darkness take shape and show face
There's no place I never feel safe
There's no change hope fades and I'll never be okay
Never be the same but I always feel close to
Losing everything it's almost like I'm supposed to
I chose you let you in and gave you a home to
Become a part of me but now I'm looking to ghost you
I hoped you disappear but your attached
I painted the mirror I tried breaking the glass
I see my face in the cracks a refraction I'm abstract
Can't run from the past but I'm keeping my bags packed
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
I'll never be ok
I'm seconds from collapse
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
Gone is the vessel now there's nothing inside me
And God and the devil are the voices behind me
But they lie designing blue skies
While they guide me to a pasture where nobody will find me
Down a road that I'm hoping to steer through
To a home I thought left in the rear view
To a weird room nothing to peer through
Doors shut curtains drawn nobody can hear you
All this time I've been holding myself hostage
My hands tied and a blindfolded conscience
Brainwashed and overly cautious
I'm talking to myself in the cell that we're locked in
A situation I'm dying for some relief
Negotiating the terms for my release
I find keys to set myself free then history repeats
Nothing can save me
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
I'll never be ok
I'm seconds from collapse
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
And I would be nothing without you
And all that you made me (all that you made me)
And I would be nothing without you
And how you destroy me (you always destroy me)
It never goes away
I'm always looking back
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
I'll never be ok
I'm seconds from collapse
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change
Change my past
![A Broken Silence - You Best Believe [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eMgodGa9GF4/mqdefault.jpg "A Broken Silence - You Best Believe [HD]
Enjoy new single from A Broken Silence band!
(LYRICS below)
Available now: https://music.apple.com/us/album/you-best-believe-single/1480689473
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5MZZkr1pSi2q8TyVSi8ZAQ
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LYRICS:
[Hook]
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
Cause I’m making no excuse
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
[Verse 1]
I ain’t like you, yeah, I tried
I’m never gonna fit into your nine to five
Come on man, is it justified?
I didn’t make it… such is life
So what you’re saying is to live a lie
Dont ever venture where the risk is high
Dont ever enter where the rivers dry…
(Dont ever enter where the rivers dry…)
I dropped out of college
But everyday I’m soaking up a wealth of knowledge
I escaped mental dungeons
Sourced a way to create abundance
To gain control of my subconscious
Keep good friends, leave the toxic
To fill my soul, before my pockets
A growth mind-set was my road to progress
[Hook]
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
Cause I’m making no excuse
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
[Verse 2]
(I killed your voices in my head
I killed your voices that said…)
You will never thrive
You ain’t got the drive
Following dreams don’t pay the rent
I found the voices that I need
I found the voices telling me
To build an empire
Be the designer
Be the director of every scene
Yeah, I felt the pressure
Now I’m out here, going hell for leather
To build a legacy, that will live forever
Every day on earth in a hidden treasure
Plan the future, live the present
Ditch the past, re-invention
Inside myself, I found direction
I turned my passion into my obsession…
My obsession…
Yeah, I found direction cause…
[Hook]
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
Cause I’m making no excuse
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
Cause I’m making no excuse
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
[Bridge]
Its all on me, Its all on me…
You best believe me…
Its all on me, it’s all on me…
You best believe me…
Its all on me, it’s all on me…
You best believe me…
Its all on me, it’s all on me…
You best believe
[Hook]
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
Cause I’m making no excuse
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…
You best believe it
Cause I’m making no excuse
How I make my world is up to me
Never gonna leave it up to you…")
![A Road To Damascus - Sundays [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eVe-c5PG8lw/mqdefault.jpg "A Road To Damascus - Sundays [HD]
Enjoy audio track from the EP No Man is an Island (c) 2019
Available now: https://music.apple.com/bn/album/no-man-is-an-island-ep/1464826881
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5a7tIXirAJ0Nokt5D8H4dO
Follow Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aroadtodamascus/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/aroadtodamascus")
![Fangclub - Hesitations [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/egqi29sxRdo/mqdefault.jpg "Fangclub - Hesitations [HD]
Enjoy track from the album Vulture Culture (c) 2019
(LYRICS below)
Available now: https://music.apple.com/cz/album/vulture-culture/1462748780
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7xM1rBcqR7CXC6cVelRRpe
Follow Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/FangclubFC/
and Twitter: https://twitter.com/fangclubfc
Official page: https://www.fangclubofficial.com/
LYRICS:
[Verse 1]
Congratulations
You really hit your mark
Self-medicating
To reignite your spark
[Chorus]
My hesitations
Will never let me go
Burn our confessions
My hesitations
[Verse 2]
The isolation
The only life you know
Your method acting
Is gonna kill us both
[Chorus]
My hesitations
Will never let me go
Burn our confessions
My hesitations
[Bridge]
I tried to figure it out, but it figured out me
I tried to figure it out, but it figured out me
[Refrain]
My hesitations
My hesitations
My hesitations
[Chorus]
My hesitations
Will never let me go
Burn our confessions
My hesitations")
![Self Deception - Hell And Back [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f9n78VdQWRo/mqdefault.jpg "Self Deception - Hell And Back [HD]
Enjoy new single from Self Deception band!
(LYRICS below)
Available now: https://music.apple.com/us/album/hell-and-back-single/1488899261
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5ANZNSZwxTymP3JBR8h3jZ
Follow Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/selfdeceptionsthlm/
and Twitter: https://twitter.com/selfdecsthlm
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Official site: https://www.selfdeception.se/
LYRICS:
Take my heart, when you are drowning
I go so far, to keep you smiling
Fighting, yeah it never fixed anything
Hiding, no it never cured suffering
I’ll hold you when burns us both alive
And they tell me that you’re not worth fighting for
I’ve been to hell and back for you
Whatever you do I still stay yours
I’ll go back through hell for you
Pain relief, new lows to sink to
It’s draining me, but that I’ll give you
And I promise I’ll be holding you
When it burns us both alive
And they tell me that you’re not worth fighting for
I’ve been to hell and back for you
Whatever you do I still stay yours
I’ll go back through hell for you
(I’ll go back through hell for you)
I’ll go back through hell for you
For you I’ll fight, even if it ruins my life
Don’t you know I’ve been to hell and back for you
For you I’ll try, when nobody else will
I’ll go back through hell for you
And they tell me that you’re not worth fighting for
I’ve been to hell and back for you
Whatever you do I still stay yours
I’ll go back through hell for you
And they tell me that you’re not worth dying for you
I’ve been to hell and back for you
Whatever you do I still endure
I’ll go back through hell for you
(Don’t you know I’ve been to hell and back for you)
I’ll go back through hell for you")
![These Four Walls - Before Im Gone [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fgKstD2yCPc/mqdefault.jpg "These Four Walls - Before Im Gone [HD]
Enjoy beautiful track from the album This Is Not A Future © 2020
Available now: https://music.apple.com/us/album/this-is-not-a-future/1502560996
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/27qCjRxW7uAjy6MfYLkY4f
Bandcamp https://thesefourwalls.bandcamp.com/album/this-is-not-a-future
Follow Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thesefourwalls/")
![Discrepancies - Undertow [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fzatgk5-EM0/mqdefault.jpg "Discrepancies - Undertow [HD]
Enjoy new single from Discrepancies band © InVogue Records 2020
(LYRICS below)
Available now: https://orcd.co/discrepanciesundertow
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/Discrepanciestv
LYRICS:
We’re on the rise you should probably face it
Went from an afterthought to the main topic of the conversation
Get back to the grinding you should stop the hating
Cause persistence is key, and our progression is the confirmation
Giving attention to critics is like swimming with sharks
They smell blood and they’re tempted to rip you apart
It’s all love but we’ve gotta stay smart
Cause all the snakes and the fakes that reside in the dark
Can’t wait to say that you went the wrong way when you followed
your heart
No matter where you go, through all the highs and lows
There’s one thing you should know
It’s never been about the fall, it’s what happens when you get back up
Throughout the ebb and flow, we all will learn to grow
Just keep your head afloat, don’t get lost in the undertow
When you’re coming from the bottom then there’s probably scars
For everybody that got a problem acknowledging ours
We didn’t follow your guidelines on how to be fraud
So I know watching from the sidelines got to be hard
You keep on hoping we fail, just know that hope will diminish you
May feel good in the moment but slowly it makes you miserable
Know that it makes you cynical, know it’s gotta be killing you
don’t focus on what we did, focus on what you didn’t do
You can call us what you like but you outta be precise
Too much time on the web, don’t get caught up in the hype
No matter where you go, through all the highs and lows
There’s one thing you should know
It’s never been about the fall, it’s what happens when you get back up
Throughout the ebb and flow, we all will learn to grow
Just keep your head afloat, don’t get lost in the undertow
You try to brush it off your shoulder but it eats at your brain
Now it seems that the goal you were seeking is strange
So you’re locked in a paradox seeking a change
Cause it hurts when the world is critiquing your pain
You passed judgment on me the moment I stepped through the door
Like seriously yo, who you think this record is for,
I put my demons on display and I let you explore
In hopes that maybe just maybe one day it’ll help you with yours
No matter where you go, through all the highs and lows
There’s one thing you should know
It’s never been about the fall, it’s what happens when you get back up
Throughout the ebb and flow, we all will learn to grow
Just keep your head afloat, don’t get lost in the undertow")
![Machine Gun Kelly - Papercuts [HQ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gQzaPNORXow/mqdefault.jpg "Machine Gun Kelly - Papercuts [HQ]
Enjoy new single from Machine Gun Lelly band! © 2021
(LYRICS below)
Available now: https://music.apple.com/us/album/papercuts-single/1579962665
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0VRQaT37pbnZC6E7pkX0aQ
Follow Facebook: https://ru-ru.facebook.com/machinegunkellymusic
LYRICS:
Bleach my hair, mess it up
Take my life, dress it up
Signed a deal, I got papercuts
They wanted them, but they got us
Yeah, yeah, uh
Uh, sleepin in, faked sick
Smoked a blunt, had a kid
Dont belong, Im a punk
Hello world, you fuckin suck
Hey, hey, keep my mouth shut and wave
Hey, hey, Im dancin on my grave
Mhmm, mhmm
Everybodys so nice lately (Everybodys not nice)
Polarized feelings, I dont wear them on my face lately
(I dont wear them on my face)
Internalized everything the headlines say lately
(Everything they say)
Demonized just because I was an angel face baby (Baby)
[Interlude]
Career suicide
Hey, hey, keep my mouth shut and wave
Hey, hey, Im dancin on my grave
Mhmm, mhmm
Bleach my hair, mess it up
Take my life, dress it up
Signed a deal, I got papercuts
They wanted them, but they got us
But they got us
Yeah, yeah
Hey
© 2021
All rights to the song are reserved to their own owners. This video created for free viewing and listening.")
![Secret Eyes - Never Let Me Go [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gSFSuDUyNoo/mqdefault.jpg "Secret Eyes - Never Let Me Go [HD]
Enjoy audio track from the album Holding On (c) 2019
(LYRICS below)
Available now: https://music.apple.com/us/album/holding-on/1465685359
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7KhTFB6x7NHQ4t9P78ZxSY
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/secreteyesband
LYRICS:
I will never let you go
I will keep you on your toes
Im real careful that you know
I forgot to let it go
Im always the one for love
I forgot to let you run
I forgot to let you go oh oh
Oh oh oh
I want you to know oh
Ill never you let go
Never let you go
I want you to know oh
Ill never let you
Never let you go
I will never let this die
I will see the other side
Im not sure Ill make it right
The wound that needs cauterized
Even when its temporary
Followed by a lapse of memory
I forgot to let you go
Just let me know
Just let me know
I want you to know oh
Ill never you let go
Never let you go
I want you to know oh
Ill never let you
Never let you go
All that I know that I left behind
I feel in my chest I could change this life
Ill never you let go
Never let you go
Just let me know
Ill never you let go
Never let you go
Just let me know")
![Seven Past Sunset - Better Part Of Me [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gUzTsL8DtyA/mqdefault.jpg "Seven Past Sunset - Better Part Of Me [HD]
Enjoy track from the debut album Seven Past Sunset (c) 2019
Available now: https://music.apple.com/us/album/seven-past-sunset/1473154412
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5FsdoMwUeEwrsVD0VOuE59
Official page: https://sevenpastsunset.com
Follow Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sevenpastsunset/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/sevenpastsunset")
![One Way North - Wait For Me [HD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hE5Bk-LGc0E/mqdefault.jpg "One Way North - Wait For Me [HD]
Enjoy amazing track from the album To Light © 2020
Checkout artist pages:
itunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/one-way-north/1405329896
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/15aMXHubJoYvNThZgs2KfV
Follow Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/onewaynorthband/")
