Uploaded December 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"I'm forgiving myself."
*This version of the song uses Hatsune Miku V4X for VOCALOID4
I return from a short absence! Didn't miss me too much did you? I felt great not having to worry about making a new song, but now I'm back! This song was a very fun one to write, it touches on a subject of self forgiveness, something that I've been struggling with recently... So I relate to these lyrics a lot, I hope you guys can too! Thank you for listening!
Credits:
Hatsune Miku V3 Model by どっと
Stage by: H2CU
Effects used: ToonShader, Autoluminous, HgSAO, and KiraKira
Buy my album, Blue Sky!: nebula02.bandcamp.com/album/blue-sky
Stalk me on the Internet!
Follow me on Soundcloud!: soundcloud.com/nebula-pro2
Join my Discord Server!: discord.gg/pzesWk2cnD
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English Lyrics:
Looking deep inside my heart, I see a tattered dream.
I looked at it in disdain, from that past I ran away.
The part of me that I rejected for so long…
It hurts me every time that I think about it.
I know that I can’t run away anymore.
I’m forgiving myself.
I grit my teeth through the pain.
Lying to myself that I’m fine.
I’m unforgivable, I always say…
I have to stop saying that.
I’m not a god, I am a human.
I will make mistakes every single day.
I can’t be too mad at myself.
I need to go easy on myself.
The part of me that I rejected for so long…
It hurts me every time that I think about it.
I know that I can’t run away anymore.
I’m forgiving myself.
"I'm forgiving myself."
*This version of the song uses Hatsune Miku V4X for VOCALOID4
I return from a short absence! Didn't miss me too much did you? I felt great not having to worry about making a new song, but now I'm back! This song was a very fun one to write, it touches on a subject of self forgiveness, something that I've been struggling with recently... So I relate to these lyrics a lot, I hope you guys can too! Thank you for listening!
Credits:
Hatsune Miku V3 Model by どっと
Stage by: H2CU
Effects used: ToonShader, Autoluminous, HgSAO, and KiraKira
Buy my album, Blue Sky!: nebula02.bandcamp.com/album/blue-sky
Stalk me on the Internet!
Follow me on Soundcloud!: soundcloud.com/nebula-pro2
Join my Discord Server!: discord.gg/pzesWk2cnD
Follow me on Twitter!: twitter.com/NebulaWho
Follow me on Tumblr: https://nebulapro2.tumblr.com
Follow me on Bandcamp!: nebula02.bandcamp.com
English Lyrics:
Looking deep inside my heart, I see a tattered dream.
I looked at it in disdain, from that past I ran away.
The part of me that I rejected for so long…
It hurts me every time that I think about it.
I know that I can’t run away anymore.
I’m forgiving myself.
I grit my teeth through the pain.
Lying to myself that I’m fine.
I’m unforgivable, I always say…
I have to stop saying that.
I’m not a god, I am a human.
I will make mistakes every single day.
I can’t be too mad at myself.
I need to go easy on myself.
The part of me that I rejected for so long…
It hurts me every time that I think about it.
I know that I can’t run away anymore.
I’m forgiving myself.
