highgreenbunny | Ｉ'ｍ Ｏｎｌｙ ＨＵＭＡＮ // forgive me @highgreenbunny | Uploaded June 2014 | Updated October 2024, 2 hours ago.
WELCOME TO THIS NIGHTMARE I CALL A LIFE....
(Everything in this shitty vid is pretty much what I am feeling.... lame... )
Hey everybody...
lately I have been so sad and depressed I don't know what to do with myself. I haven't been sleeping and I am so stressed out. Sometimes I feel like I can't even form a full thought without those nasty depressing thoughts creeping back in. I know that no matter how bad things are they can always get worse, but when you feel as bad as I do the only thing people say is, "Well be grateful you are alive."
Fuck that! That is no way of living. I wouldn't wish this pain and despair on my worst enemy.
Anyways, I just wanted to let you know that once again I have failed at... apparently every fucking thing I do. So, if I have a part in your MEP please replace me. I don't want to leave you with empty promises of me completing it because I can't find it in me. I haven't been able to edit or write on my fic.
Which by the way, for those who like HiJack, I am writing a fic and if you wanna check it out here it is:
fanfiction.net/s/10370062/1/Too-Far-Gone
Selfish promotion? Eh... whatever. Just throwing this out there. Whenever I feel like it I will write more, but until then I guess I am on hiatus. I will still get on here and check my messages, so if you want to talk I'll talk. I don't bite. I'll also be on tumblr and you can look me up on skype too.
I do love you guys. You are some of the nicest people I have had the privilege of meeting. You're amazing stories and brilliantly edited videos brighten my day.
Song: "Flowers for a ghost"
By Thriving Ivory.
WELCOME TO THIS NIGHTMARE I CALL A LIFE....
(Everything in this shitty vid is pretty much what I am feeling.... lame... )
Hey everybody...
lately I have been so sad and depressed I don't know what to do with myself. I haven't been sleeping and I am so stressed out. Sometimes I feel like I can't even form a full thought without those nasty depressing thoughts creeping back in. I know that no matter how bad things are they can always get worse, but when you feel as bad as I do the only thing people say is, "Well be grateful you are alive."
Fuck that! That is no way of living. I wouldn't wish this pain and despair on my worst enemy.
Anyways, I just wanted to let you know that once again I have failed at... apparently every fucking thing I do. So, if I have a part in your MEP please replace me. I don't want to leave you with empty promises of me completing it because I can't find it in me. I haven't been able to edit or write on my fic.
Which by the way, for those who like HiJack, I am writing a fic and if you wanna check it out here it is:
fanfiction.net/s/10370062/1/Too-Far-Gone
Selfish promotion? Eh... whatever. Just throwing this out there. Whenever I feel like it I will write more, but until then I guess I am on hiatus. I will still get on here and check my messages, so if you want to talk I'll talk. I don't bite. I'll also be on tumblr and you can look me up on skype too.
I do love you guys. You are some of the nicest people I have had the privilege of meeting. You're amazing stories and brilliantly edited videos brighten my day.
Song: "Flowers for a ghost"
By Thriving Ivory.
