Uploaded March 2021 | Updated September 2026, 7 hours ago

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Please can we try and keep horrible comments about my appearance off my video. It really does suck receiving comments calling me horrific names and belittling me - I’m human too, and funnily enough just because you’re hiding behind a screen, doesn’t mean those words don’t hurt me, thank you. I’m here to share my music, that is all.



lyrics:

Coming down from the ceiling
and i fall through all the cracks
call my name and i’ll redeem it, honey
speeding through those railway tracks

funny how i didn’t notice the sun when
it shone directly on my back
funny how the only thing i know is
i’ve learnt to give the love i lack

but on the other hand,
did i lose my master plan?
just to gain my peace of mind right back?

on the other hand,
is it meant to hurt this bad?
when the things you want, don't want you back?
But i’ve learnt to deal with it

Feeling like i'm always drowning
and i can’t seem to swim away
walked the earth and learned somethings
the things i want wont give me peace

and i don’t care i missed the party
i wanna sleep it all away
but i forget i don’t sleep often
so silence is my company

but on the other hand,
did i lose my master plan?
just to gain my peace of mind right back?

on the other hand,
is it meant to hurt this bad?
when the things you want, don’t want you back?
But i guess thats fine by me