Uploaded April 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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#vocagatheringBETA
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Credits!
Composition: StarMatter-P
Art: StarMatter-P
MV: StarMatter-P
Tuning: StarMatter-P
Mixing/Master: StarMatter-P
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Vocals: Adachi Rei
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Hey, I want to explore the endless possibilities of the world.
A girl living in her own self-doubt in her own head. What a shame…
I'm just an actor In a play that is my own life in this endless story of a perfect–
while up on this stage a crowd roars in applause to me but I don't believe this story's written for me I want to believe that I mean something else but i guess I'm my own NPC in my life to retry
A girl living in her own self-doubt in her own head. What a shame…
I'm just an actor In a play that is my own life in this endless story of a perfect–

Aaa what are you doing please stop!
“Sell your soul for the last of your talent. We were meant to destroy everyone in our way. Why else are we even here? Just bring down everyone again”
It’s time for the final performance to prove I mean something!
To the world but I don’t.
“Just keep ignoring feeling guilty” I wish there was a better way to end this now…

“Cry for those lost years you’ll never get back”
When you look at me, there’s light. You’re seeing the past.
I am stuck in an endless cycle that keeps looping again to stay put.
Was it all for the acceptance of everyone in my life?
Please stay with me.
I want to reimagine every reality from the past but even so.
I want to go back to that moment where I could be the real me.
Let me be free! I am done being a puppet.
I cannot escape from my mistakes. It could have ended differently
Could I go back to that one something and kill what I had left.
(nothing left)