Uploaded September 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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ughhh just a loop
I need to start animating for the love of the game rather than the love of the grind. My method was to drink a bunch of caffeine and hyperfocus for like 4-6 hours. Maybe it wore me out or just made animation stressful for me because it went from "I want to animate" to "I HAVE to animate" and that's shitty. maybe that's why I enjoy music more because I look at it way more casually even though animation should still be casual for me because I dropped it as a career choice (currently taking a college program in animal care so we'll see!)