Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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“Everglow” NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS!!

-- Credits --
Vocals: Chikafuji Lisa
Composition/Lyrics: Chikafuji Lisa, eivesohn
Production/Mix/Master: eivesohn (https://x.com/Eivesohn)
Illust/Anim: buc0c0 (https://x.com/buc0c0)
MV: vclaylien (https://x.com/vclaylien)


LYRICS:
seasons change but i’m still barely free
from this soul crushing monotony
pushed to the edge, gritting my teeth
it all moves so quick i can barely breathe
memories scattered, feelings fleeting

i want you in this everglow
teach me to loathe your face some more
circling down ’til i come undone
you're just not a pain worth dying for

and when you come crawling back
will you crown me with thorns?
oh, lay me to rest
at the end of it all,
what am i but a pawn?

it just always decays
and i can’t help but miss the way
i was
thing’s feel more disarrayed
caved in, drowned out

i know there’s so much i could say
edging closer to an ache
but i’m bound and chained
pick up the pieces again

stripped of who i was
i’m scared to be alone
but like a feral dog
you rip past skin and spit the bone

tired of growing up
tired of being big
when you rid of flesh
what do you really have left

心の声が泣いてる

i want you in this everglow
teach me to loathe your face some more
circling down ’til i come undone
you're just not a pain worth dying for
and when you come crawling back
will you crown me with thorns?
oh, lay me to rest
at the end of it all,
what am i but a pawn?