Uploaded October 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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I was first listening to this album about 3 hours ago, and the second I got to this song I just started sobbing my eyes out. I instantly knew I had to make something to this.

Hey.

I'm not sure how to word this at all. I'm not sure if whatever I will type will change how you feel for the next week in how you view me, regardless of positive or negative. I don't know if I really want it to.

I'm sorry. Really, I am. Not being more clear first and foremost was my fault, and I think the combination of how much I was hurting and how isolated/lonely I felt contributed to how much I got you worked up. I don't want you to think I didn't absolutely enjoy all the time we always spent together, whether it was watching andor or playing minecraft. I really do hold those as very fond memories.

I don't really think you should message me after this. I'm hoping you don't want to honestly, for your sake. I think we both know it's better that way. I figured this could be my apology letter to you at least. You made a level for me and I made one for you, I couldn't just leave it hanging you know?

I hope you're doing better, wherever you are now. I know you can do what you want to do so badly. To anyone else reading this, I hope you all can accomplish what you are working towards right now. All of you are beautiful people and your value is beyond words. Love yourself as much as you need, don't let anyone tell you that you shouldn't!

Song: Emily I'm Sorry by boygenius

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