Uploaded August 2021 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago

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lyrics:

Nobody Told me how i’d feel at 25
not my mother, not my father
not my sister, so they lied

And i’ve got all of this resentment that i hide
from my friends and all my lovers
from a god that’s undiscovered

And I’m always just so terrified
that I’m not living how id like
that always burns inside my mind

in the garden i will leave this all behind
bathe my body in the sky
and tell myself that its alright

And i hate it when i cry
like the rain in mid July
unexpected, un-deprived
independent, undefined

oooh

Uninspired and i’ll always blame myself
i don’t need a resolution
cos i won’t see it out

and an ugly view of things will break your health
so i won’t follow constitution
cos i don’t care at all

Like a sun bear i just wanna dance alone
be happy with my thoughts
resolve all of my flaws

but i still always cry
like the rain in mid July
unexpected, un-deprived
independent, undefined

oooh

There’s a life to be lived,
There’s a life to be loved.
There’s a life to be lived,
There’s a life to be loved.