Uploaded July 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago
Parasitic entity
Fucking with my memory
You devour my
Time my love my joy
I'm addicted to the
Thoughts that you destroy
Did I forget how to feel?
Does the numbness heal?
When all we want is temporary
Apathy's akin to a cemetery
Do I feel beautiful
When I'm staring at a screen
Do my eyes light up the dark
Does the melody they sing
Make me feel beautiful?
Will I keep escaping
For a hit of dopamine
That is not worth anything?
Algorithmic entropy
Everything I'll ever need
Is this the decline of love and joy
The withdrawal's a chain
I can't destroy
I've locked all my feelings in oblivion
Is this a fucking joke
Is this world worth living in?
When all we want is temporary
Purpose becomes secondary
Do I feel beautiful
When I'm staring at a screen
Do my eyes light up the dark
Does the melody they sing
Make me feel beautiful?
Will I keep escaping
For a hit of dopamine
That is not worth anything?
You deplete my energy
I'm incomplete
I can never leave
Why do I keep coming back to you
Where is the happiness
I thought I knew
But I'm frozen in time
Frozen in space
You feed on my mind
I can never replace
The memories that I made
They're all fading away
Get notified when I release music: https://ffm.bio/edwardikormusic
โ๏ธ Support me directly : ko-fi.com/edwardikormusic
๐ต Spotify: spoti.fi/3SpKjUJ
๐ต Apple Music: apple.co/3QN5A9C
๐ต Amazon Music: amzn.to/3skgBG5
๐ต Deezer: bit.ly/EI_deezer
๐ต Bandcamp: bit.ly/EI_Bandcamp
๐ต Youtube: bit.ly/EI_Youtube
Parasitic entity
Fucking with my memory
You devour my
Time my love my joy
I'm addicted to the
Thoughts that you destroy
Did I forget how to feel?
Does the numbness heal?
When all we want is temporary
Apathy's akin to a cemetery
Do I feel beautiful
When I'm staring at a screen
Do my eyes light up the dark
Does the melody they sing
Make me feel beautiful?
Will I keep escaping
For a hit of dopamine
That is not worth anything?
Algorithmic entropy
Everything I'll ever need
Is this the decline of love and joy
The withdrawal's a chain
I can't destroy
I've locked all my feelings in oblivion
Is this a fucking joke
Is this world worth living in?
When all we want is temporary
Purpose becomes secondary
Do I feel beautiful
When I'm staring at a screen
Do my eyes light up the dark
Does the melody they sing
Make me feel beautiful?
Will I keep escaping
For a hit of dopamine
That is not worth anything?
You deplete my energy
I'm incomplete
I can never leave
Why do I keep coming back to you
Where is the happiness
I thought I knew
But I'm frozen in time
Frozen in space
You feed on my mind
I can never replace
The memories that I made
They're all fading away
Get notified when I release music: https://ffm.bio/edwardikormusic
โ๏ธ Support me directly : ko-fi.com/edwardikormusic
๐ต Spotify: spoti.fi/3SpKjUJ
๐ต Apple Music: apple.co/3QN5A9C
๐ต Amazon Music: amzn.to/3skgBG5
๐ต Deezer: bit.ly/EI_deezer
๐ต Bandcamp: bit.ly/EI_Bandcamp
๐ต Youtube: bit.ly/EI_Youtube
