MsMylife91 | Editing appreciation challenge 2.0 @MsMylife91 | Uploaded 1 year ago | Updated 5 hours ago
No, no challenge nor nomination, don't worry. This is something I wanted to do for me.
Since my father passed away it's as if something has gone off in me, even in editing... don't get me wrong, I still love editing and all but it's as if since I've been slowly recovering from grief, something is different in my eyes. Dad has always been my first fan, although it hasn't always been rosy in the past. Again, don't get me wrong, my mom is also a fan of mine and she supports me in every single thing, editing included, but dad...I can't explain it, but even just the fact that he would get me gifts inherent to my passion was like he was always giving me new nudges, if I'm critical of myself he was twice as critical but hearing his "good love" filled my heart. And now I miss all that, and it is reflected in my edits (whether they are mep parts or not). Leaving out that as I'm writing this description I have tears in my eyes, when I'm particularly proud of a part it's as if my father has given me a helping hand, as if I have him near me... I can't explain it and maybe I'll sound dumb I know.
But precisely because with Dad's death a part of me also died, I made this collection with the parts - starting from the year after the bereavement until now - that I'm most proud of the way they came out as a kind of spur and as something to come back to when I need inspiration or to sense Dad close to me again.
So no no challenge, no nominations, simply a dumb Francesca who feels lost, no longer has confidence in her editing skills (and in general) and felt the need to make this collection ♥
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00:00 - 2022
12:38 - 2023
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#editingappreciationchallenge
No, no challenge nor nomination, don't worry. This is something I wanted to do for me.
Since my father passed away it's as if something has gone off in me, even in editing... don't get me wrong, I still love editing and all but it's as if since I've been slowly recovering from grief, something is different in my eyes. Dad has always been my first fan, although it hasn't always been rosy in the past. Again, don't get me wrong, my mom is also a fan of mine and she supports me in every single thing, editing included, but dad...I can't explain it, but even just the fact that he would get me gifts inherent to my passion was like he was always giving me new nudges, if I'm critical of myself he was twice as critical but hearing his "good love" filled my heart. And now I miss all that, and it is reflected in my edits (whether they are mep parts or not). Leaving out that as I'm writing this description I have tears in my eyes, when I'm particularly proud of a part it's as if my father has given me a helping hand, as if I have him near me... I can't explain it and maybe I'll sound dumb I know.
But precisely because with Dad's death a part of me also died, I made this collection with the parts - starting from the year after the bereavement until now - that I'm most proud of the way they came out as a kind of spur and as something to come back to when I need inspiration or to sense Dad close to me again.
So no no challenge, no nominations, simply a dumb Francesca who feels lost, no longer has confidence in her editing skills (and in general) and felt the need to make this collection ♥
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00:00 - 2022
12:38 - 2023
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#editingappreciationchallenge
