Uploaded July 2016 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"Love is naturally necessary, but where is it within my non-existent heart?"
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Song/Lyrics: Neru @Neru_Sleep
Art/Video: Ryuusee @Ryuuseee
Vocal/Mix/English Lyrics: Kura
Subtitles: Rachie @Splendiferachie (youtube.com/user/splendiferousfantasy)
Lyrics: Feel free to use them no permission is needed!
The rate that all my bones grow at one, two, and three at a time
Is the same rate that what I love is one, two, growing three
But what a dumb rate it is to grow to love only once
So if I threw it all away then would I
Become a better me that never would ever give up
And keep on fighting, to make sure that I never die?
But then one day I remembered the “me” I was not
And vowed to never love the “me” that I am
Because I……….Because I……….
The breath that I can breathe because the god in heaven gave it me
The life I live because my mother could be, but then why
If I don’t really see the point in living day after day
Well then they might as well just throw it away
Performing in a one man show with no pity
I’m only a puppet, the master is my grief
And with the curtain rise, not a single soul is in sight
What’s in the audience is sorrow
I wanna breathe but I’m drowning in a wave of rue
Wanna breathe but I’m drowning in a wave of rue
My heart is aching everyday, this cold, dark pain I feel
Will never numb no matter how much I take
Why the hell can’t I afford to even make it go away just a bit
It’s so unbearable, why am I awake?
With all the scarring and wounds that I’d hidden away
They found a way to reappear today
Even when I found a person in my life that I had grown to adore
All of the world had chosen me to abhor
The innocence I had to think nothing was wrong with me
The happiness I genuinely showed all of the time
It all was stolen on the saddest day that I will never forget
When I awoke and found that I am
Drowning deep inside of a wave in endless rue
Drowning deep inside of a wave in endless rue
“Another dawn a new night that I hope I close my eyes and fade away” so I sigh
And as I lay my body, cold and trembling, I wish again, but then I ask myself “why?”
In order to survive, so I’d remain alive, I gave all that I loved and cared about to this abyss
No matter how many times I tried to fill it up with all I had left, the hole within my heart was crying
Can I breathe at all, drowning in a wave of rue?
Wanna breathe but I’m drowning in a wave of rue!
Drowning deep inside, of a wave in endless rue...
Can I breathe at all, drowning in this wave of rue?!
Yeah….
"Love is naturally necessary, but where is it within my non-existent heart?"
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Song/Lyrics: Neru @Neru_Sleep
Art/Video: Ryuusee @Ryuuseee
Vocal/Mix/English Lyrics: Kura
Subtitles: Rachie @Splendiferachie (youtube.com/user/splendiferousfantasy)
Lyrics: Feel free to use them no permission is needed!
The rate that all my bones grow at one, two, and three at a time
Is the same rate that what I love is one, two, growing three
But what a dumb rate it is to grow to love only once
So if I threw it all away then would I
Become a better me that never would ever give up
And keep on fighting, to make sure that I never die?
But then one day I remembered the “me” I was not
And vowed to never love the “me” that I am
Because I……….Because I……….
The breath that I can breathe because the god in heaven gave it me
The life I live because my mother could be, but then why
If I don’t really see the point in living day after day
Well then they might as well just throw it away
Performing in a one man show with no pity
I’m only a puppet, the master is my grief
And with the curtain rise, not a single soul is in sight
What’s in the audience is sorrow
I wanna breathe but I’m drowning in a wave of rue
Wanna breathe but I’m drowning in a wave of rue
My heart is aching everyday, this cold, dark pain I feel
Will never numb no matter how much I take
Why the hell can’t I afford to even make it go away just a bit
It’s so unbearable, why am I awake?
With all the scarring and wounds that I’d hidden away
They found a way to reappear today
Even when I found a person in my life that I had grown to adore
All of the world had chosen me to abhor
The innocence I had to think nothing was wrong with me
The happiness I genuinely showed all of the time
It all was stolen on the saddest day that I will never forget
When I awoke and found that I am
Drowning deep inside of a wave in endless rue
Drowning deep inside of a wave in endless rue
“Another dawn a new night that I hope I close my eyes and fade away” so I sigh
And as I lay my body, cold and trembling, I wish again, but then I ask myself “why?”
In order to survive, so I’d remain alive, I gave all that I loved and cared about to this abyss
No matter how many times I tried to fill it up with all I had left, the hole within my heart was crying
Can I breathe at all, drowning in a wave of rue?
Wanna breathe but I’m drowning in a wave of rue!
Drowning deep inside, of a wave in endless rue...
Can I breathe at all, drowning in this wave of rue?!
Yeah….
