Uploaded March 2021 | Updated September 2026, 10 hours ago
I got my driver's license last week
Just like we always talked about
'Cause you were so excited for me
To finally drive up to your house
But today I drove through the suburbs
Crying 'cause you weren't around
And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
And all my friends are tired
Of hearing how much I miss you but
I kinda feel sorry for them
'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
Oh, and I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
Red lights
Stop signs
I still see your face
In the white cars
Front yards
Can't drive past the places
We used to
Go to
'Cause I still fucking love you, babe
Sidewalks
We crossed
I still hear your voice
In the traffic
We're laughing
Over all the noise
God, I'm so blue
Know we're through
But I still fucking love you, babe
I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
Yeah, you said forever now I drive alone past your street
I got my driver's license last week
Just like we always talked about
'Cause you were so excited for me
To finally drive up to your house
But today I drove through the suburbs
Crying 'cause you weren't around
And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
And all my friends are tired
Of hearing how much I miss you but
I kinda feel sorry for them
'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
Oh, and I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
Red lights
Stop signs
I still see your face
In the white cars
Front yards
Can't drive past the places
We used to
Go to
'Cause I still fucking love you, babe
Sidewalks
We crossed
I still hear your voice
In the traffic
We're laughing
Over all the noise
God, I'm so blue
Know we're through
But I still fucking love you, babe
I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
Yeah, you said forever now I drive alone past your street

![Screaming Infidelities dashboard confessional cover (female vocal)
Im missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where wed have to speak,
And this bottle of beast is taking me home
Im cuddling close to blankets and sheets
But youre not alone, and youre not discreet
Make sure I know whos taking you home.
Im reading your note over again,
Theres not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
I will love you always and forever.
As for now Im gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How youre making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
Im missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope youre as happy as youre pretending.
Im cuddling close to blankets and sheets
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
Im missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where wed have speak,
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.
Well, as for now Im gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How youre making out.
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
[X4]
Your hair, its everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear. Screaming Infidelities dashboard confessional cover (female vocal)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XI26zqn3B5A/mqdefault.jpg)
![Sugar Were Going Down fall out boy cover (female vocal)
Am I more than you bargained for yet?
Ive been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause thats just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
Im just a notch in your bedpost
But youre just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but youre just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
Were always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
[2x]
Were going down, down in an earlier round
And, sugar, were going down swinging
Ill be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
Is this more than you bargained for yet?
Oh dont mind me Im watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isnt it messed up how Im just dying to be him?
Im just a notch in your bedpost
But youre just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but youre just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
Were always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
[2x]
Were going down, down in an earlier round
And, sugar, were going down swinging
Ill be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
Down, down in an earlier round
And, sugar, were going down swinging
Ill be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
Were going down, down in an earlier round
And, sugar, were going down swinging
Ill be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
Were going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
Were going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
Were going down, down in an earlier round
And, sugar, were going down swinging
Ill be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it Sugar Were Going Down fall out boy cover (female vocal)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XQId7w3OIAI/mqdefault.jpg)
![Heavy linkin park ft. kiiara cover (female vocal)
I dont like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but theres comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everythings about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cause I cant escape the gravity
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
[Kiiara:]
Why is everything so heavy?
You say that Im paranoid
But Im pretty sure the world is out to get me
Its not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
[Chester Bennington:]
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
[Kiiara:]
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everythings about me
[Chester Bennington:]
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
[Chester Bennington and Kiiara]:
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
[Chester Bennington:]
Why is everything so heavy? Heavy linkin park ft. kiiara cover (female vocal)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XXbCjCyKECo/mqdefault.jpg)






