Uploaded August 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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prod. newage


it's pretty brave of me to be here
after you begged me to stay home
i said i'd never watch the movies
you recommended to me
there's nothing left to talk about and nowhere left to go
i said i'd call when it's dark out
and now you're waiting and its 3:15am
on the side of the road now
my car was flipped over
i look at my phone and it happens again
i don't expect you to believe me

i understand if what i do now disappoints you
i'm not the same person i was when i was 20
i'm eating fruit walking around nishiki market
i think a lot less about you than i do money
what do you do cuz i got proof that i do something
i got someone i can call when i'm excited
noah sent videos of him playing guitar
i go to work i go to sleep that's how i like it
i can be loud at times but other times i'm quiet
something i think that you should try
i don't need every single person to like me
i just need somebody who's willing to lie

i don't talk to you like that
why would you talk to me that way, that way
i write you poems and i throw em away
i'm saying i

i'm saying i will spend my life chasing something i'll never catch before i die

in a bamboo forest
i sweat through my t shirt
forever a tourist
i'll follow the leader
never an attention seeker
for anybody but you
i said i loved you to death
and it was partially true