Uploaded December 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
Trigger warning for crying and suicide.
I've actually contemplated taking up drinking, doing drugs, or joining a cult. I want to starve myself, but the hunger hurts. I'm hot all the time because of my weight. Being fat is not okay, and it has nothing to do with looks. This isn't healthy. I'm seeing my endocrinologist in January, gonna see if I can get Ozempic or Wagovy. Nine months of dieting, literally no junk food, did almost nothing. And guess what? Exercise doesn't help with weight loss.
Trigger warning for crying and suicide.
I've actually contemplated taking up drinking, doing drugs, or joining a cult. I want to starve myself, but the hunger hurts. I'm hot all the time because of my weight. Being fat is not okay, and it has nothing to do with looks. This isn't healthy. I'm seeing my endocrinologist in January, gonna see if I can get Ozempic or Wagovy. Nine months of dieting, literally no junk food, did almost nothing. And guess what? Exercise doesn't help with weight loss.
