Uploaded January 2024 | Updated September 2026, 16 hours ago
speed except it was too fast for my mental health
Map: gamebanana.com/mods/483493 (VagrantXXI)
Total: 3:01:33 hours | 2460 deaths
Map Quality: 90/100
Mentality: 0/100
Really good map, very fun to play. Unfortunately this didn't stop my god awful mindset from making me hate playing it. I beg of you, please NEVER become hyper fixated on your personal stats or negatively compare yourself to others. This is probably the one thing keeping me from truly enjoying ANY game I play. I have a horrible habit of seeing someone with a quick clear time, then thinking that if I don't beat the map around that time, I'm not a good player. And this is a feeling I wish I could stop but it's incredibly hard for me not to think about, I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'm sure that on replay, I'd come to absolutely love this map but I just really wish I can fix my own mentality if anything.
One criticism I have in this map is the LAG. It still gets laggy in some spots, especially Brick Thicket. I practiced the room with this lag, and hoped that if I got to the end it'd not be as bad. I was very wrong, so I had to disable every mod and dependencies except for the maps'.
speed except it was too fast for my mental health
Map: gamebanana.com/mods/483493 (VagrantXXI)
Total: 3:01:33 hours | 2460 deaths
Map Quality: 90/100
Mentality: 0/100
Really good map, very fun to play. Unfortunately this didn't stop my god awful mindset from making me hate playing it. I beg of you, please NEVER become hyper fixated on your personal stats or negatively compare yourself to others. This is probably the one thing keeping me from truly enjoying ANY game I play. I have a horrible habit of seeing someone with a quick clear time, then thinking that if I don't beat the map around that time, I'm not a good player. And this is a feeling I wish I could stop but it's incredibly hard for me not to think about, I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'm sure that on replay, I'd come to absolutely love this map but I just really wish I can fix my own mentality if anything.
One criticism I have in this map is the LAG. It still gets laggy in some spots, especially Brick Thicket. I practiced the room with this lag, and hoped that if I got to the end it'd not be as bad. I was very wrong, so I had to disable every mod and dependencies except for the maps'.
![Pale Violet [FC] | Celeste Mods](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ma0hBf2N5b4/mqdefault.jpg "Pale Violet [FC] | Celeste Mods
let the green guide the way
Map: https://gamebanana.com/mods/470435 (Egrym)
Total: 2:41:25 hrs (+30 min deleted??? idr) | 5125 deaths
Enjoyability: 86/100
i played this map months ago but quit cause i was bad at the game then proceeded to manually delete my journal stats of the map LOL
this is proof i am not good at mauve-like gameplay. recording was like 4 hours due to savestating like everything lol. final is very difficult and i did not have the greatest of times with that room
most of the map was fun thoooo")
![[SDVX] 666 (MXM) Clear](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OBdm6atF7z8/mqdefault.jpg "[SDVX] 666 (MXM) Clear
Hardest 20 in the game, according to the tier list.
Completely incorrect VVelcome is 100000x harder than this wtf are the jacks in that chart. I also got Ego and iLness replays this session, might upload later idk. Slight delay on the hand cam but who cares")
![The Road to Purgation [FC] (2nd Clear) | Celeste Mods](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OvkpaVE_ITY/mqdefault.jpg "The Road to Purgation [FC] (2nd Clear) | Celeste Mods
https://www.twitch.tv/olive r
uhh this was not was i planned to clear for 1k but hey its a hard map at least
Map: https://gamebanana.com/mods/503046 (Sapphire_Xer0)
Total: 10:55:41 hrs | 12516 deaths
Enjoyability: 92/100
Overall, really fun map! Biggest issue were the earlier rooms, or I guess the rooms before R9. I just found them more frustrating, maybe cause some of them just had random 1f inputs. But post these rooms, no 1fs which made the rest of the map super super fun. Resilience (FC final) is probably my favorite room in the map. It may not seem like it, but it does get suprisingly consistent, except maybe the ultra chain at the end but I only died to that like twice. I dont really know if this goes into high or low 3*, theres also the newly added 4* but I dont think its nearly hard enough.
For 1k subs I wanted to finally finish Election D-Side, AKA finish blind room (R8). But I kinda just lose motivation in a couple minutes every time I open up the map, so I guess this map is the replacement. Its difficult and manages to be actually enjoyable. I might go for Drifting Deep silver again (or drop it for the millionth time), cause I dont really know what other hard list maps to beat. Possibilities would be Avian Ascension, or to finish Spectral Cave. But like always I have no clue.")
![[SDVX] I (MXM) Clear](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/P59JJcpyYI0/mqdefault.jpg "[SDVX] I (MXM) Clear
Very proud of this clear. Required lots of practice in USC for lasers and that one wonky button part
10/18 20s")
