Uploaded April 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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LYRICS:
The devil slipped his hand
Through the shifting sands
He threw you out, gave you his demands
I’ll tell you my story of
What I felt inside
That devil made me cry, that devil made me cry
I feel so much colder than ice
Sorry for being nice
I cared so much so soon
I won’t be saved by christ
But no, i’m not religious
It’s just a word for “lord”
My hands are feeling vicious
I have this modern sword
My mind went to the deep
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…
I’ve never owned a gun
I’ve never written songs
Was I that bad a son?
Everything I did was wrong
Things you two did to me
Too much for you to see
Need to decide on just one
From this dichotomy
I am blinded by my mind
Can’t find my way back to you
I feel so much colder than ice
Sorry for being nice
I cared so much so soon
I won’t be saved by christ
But no, i’m not religious
It’s just a word for “lord”
My hands are feeling vicious
I have this modern sword
My mind went to the deep
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…
I’ve never owned a gun
I’ve never written songs
Was I that bad a son?
Everything I did was wrong
Things you two did to me
Too much for you to see
Need to decide on just one
From this dichotomy
I am blind, went to the deep,
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…
I’ve never owned a gun
I’ve never written songs
Was I that bad a son?
Everything I did was wrong
Things you two did to me
Too much for you to see
Need to decide on just one
From this dichotomy
I am blinded by my mind
Can’t find my way back to you...