Uploaded October 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
the truth is, even though my channel profile picture is always smiling, i'm actually depressed, i don't show that side of me because i just wanna forget my depression but i cannot, no matter what i do i'll be depressed forever, i just hate my life because no matter how much things i do for people nobody actually cares about me, i'm very lonely and i always get bullied, my luck is always bad and when something good happens to me it doesn't last forever, the voices in my head doesn't want to leave me alone and i can't forget the bad things that has happened to me in my entire life, i'm an adult but my voice still sounds like my voice when i was 13, people call me slurs just because they don't like me, even girls hate me for no reason, and youtube doesn't pay me well and the algorithm always causes my views to decline, i'm so broke and has so much financial problems, i really can't handle this anymore...
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the truth is, even though my channel profile picture is always smiling, i'm actually depressed, i don't show that side of me because i just wanna forget my depression but i cannot, no matter what i do i'll be depressed forever, i just hate my life because no matter how much things i do for people nobody actually cares about me, i'm very lonely and i always get bullied, my luck is always bad and when something good happens to me it doesn't last forever, the voices in my head doesn't want to leave me alone and i can't forget the bad things that has happened to me in my entire life, i'm an adult but my voice still sounds like my voice when i was 13, people call me slurs just because they don't like me, even girls hate me for no reason, and youtube doesn't pay me well and the algorithm always causes my views to decline, i'm so broke and has so much financial problems, i really can't handle this anymore...
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And join my discord server discord.gg/Pxayk68J53
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#music #song #songs #sad #guitar #rock #megalovania #undertale #depression #sadsong #sadmusic #depressed #feeling #feelings #emotional #emotionaldamage #sadness#video #videos #subscribe #like #share #join
