Uploaded January 2018 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago

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HD!

I thought my demons were almost defeated
but you took their side
and you pulled them to freedom
They know my secreat and won't let me go...

...Won't let me go...


I've been "abandoned" many times,
it's hard to believe in any "good feelings"
and sometimes I prefer to be alone then waiting for next pain.
But I stilll thinking about one person...
...who changed me..I guess I miss her.
I'm trying to not thinking about it but it's harder then I thought...
I can't understand it anymore.
Despite many attempts to move on from it
this keeps pulling me down. I'm lost and I can't get up.
I really feeling like I'm falling apart.
I'm really.. want to get up...
But the demons won't let me go...