Uploaded January 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
i thought i saw your eyes gloss up when i abruptly left your room
couldn't tell you why i thought i had to leave so soon
i'm not really sure if i am good at reading cues
i kinda feel like something unusual is happening between us two
at least one of us is broken
not sure if it's me or you
but if it might be both of us
does that the mean the love is true?
from all the things you've told me
there's a lot that you've been through
and i can only watch you speak
as i don't know what to do
i don't even know if what you need is a lover or a friend or who
i don't even feel differently, i am happy just to listen to you
at least one of us is broken
not sure if it's me or you
but if it might be both of us
does that the mean the love is true?
when i hear you tell your secrets
i feel your pain like it's my own
why am i so scared to tell you
without you i'd feel alone?
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
i thought i saw your eyes gloss up when i abruptly left your room
couldn't tell you why i thought i had to leave so soon
i'm not really sure if i am good at reading cues
i kinda feel like something unusual is happening between us two
at least one of us is broken
not sure if it's me or you
but if it might be both of us
does that the mean the love is true?
from all the things you've told me
there's a lot that you've been through
and i can only watch you speak
as i don't know what to do
i don't even know if what you need is a lover or a friend or who
i don't even feel differently, i am happy just to listen to you
at least one of us is broken
not sure if it's me or you
but if it might be both of us
does that the mean the love is true?
when i hear you tell your secrets
i feel your pain like it's my own
why am i so scared to tell you
without you i'd feel alone?
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
![[demo 15] since we met
melting ice on a cold winter night
drops of rain on a bone-dry hillside
couldnt come at a better time
believe me, im seeing the signs
itd be hard to say i need you this early on
but i know id be sad if you were gone
and i think that its true you feel the same way
but im holding back, the pain is too great
since we met, theres a different sound
in all of the rooms where youre not around
all the pretty faces have lost their appeal
and im not convinced that my feelings arent real
everyone around here cant compare to you
oh its such a damn shame im so far from you
#solodemo #slowcore #songwriter
one of five demos I recorded in December 2025 in Köln, Germany
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording by Nima Davari
Video Editing by Misha Lozovoy
Glitched using a V-02HD by @bpmcglitch
Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: https://yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2025
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2025 [demo 15] since we met](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zr76laDJVpQ/mqdefault.jpg)