Uploaded February 2020 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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Stepfather with Vocals.

Composition: Dan Nyman, Alexey Kasyanchuk (DEgITx)
Guitars, Mix, Production: Alexey Kasyanchuk (DEgITx)
Vocal: Len from Harmony Team vk.com/harmonyteam
Bass: Merri Lynx vk.com/merri_lynx
Lyric: Dasu-P

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Lyric:
STANZA 1
Leave me down the empty road, alone
There's a feeling deep inside me that you'll never know
Make me stop, don't let me run away
Help me find the reasons- buried in my own grave

CHORUS
I feel deprived from my own soul,
locked away behind that door
I'm drowned beneath the ocean floor
Oh I can't take it, will I make it?

Tears that I have cried before
gave me strength to carry on
But I don't know what I did wrong
Oh why I am still here, it's better to go.

STANZA 2
Sitting in a pile of lies I breathe in heavily,
Can we just start it all over?
Staring at me with disgust, it breaks me
Your world have shown me, that I'm left behind

A tiny piece of love, attention
all I ask is just some consideration
It's hard to believe; continue
everything I used to do

Hear me,
Because I want to be free, and I...

CHORUS 2
Feel deprived from my own soul,
locked away behind that door
I'm drowned beneath the ocean floor
Oh I can't take it, I can't take the pain anymore

I thought we're a family
I gazed upon eternity
to tell you that in honesty,
making me feel unwanted
brought me down

BRIDGE/PRECHORUS
Look at me deep in the eyes
Feel all my agony
Am I a stranger to you?

Have I never made you happy?
Please see the good in me.
Reach my hand,
Don't ever let me go.
Don't ever let me go.
Ohh~

END CHORUS
I'm deprived from my own soul,
locked away behind that door
I've drowned beneath the ocean floor
Oh I can't take it, will I make it?

Tears that I have cried before
gave me strength to carry on
and I don't know what's going on
Oh I can't take it, I can't take the pain anymore.

I thought we're a family
I gazed upon eternity
to tell you that in honesty,
making me feel unwanted
brought me down

Go and make me cry once more
Trample on me like before
And tell me how I don't belong
But all I ever wanted is to-

Feel the warmth of all your care
Show the love you'd never share
and be the one that you'd expect
but if this goes on, I'll leave in the-

end.