Uploaded July 2015 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
REUPLOAD AND PITCHED BECAUSE STUPID YOUTUBE SIGH. So excuse some of the voiceovers, I had already rendered it and was way too lazy to start over on them. AND I WAS SO PROUD OF THE PART WHERE IT SAYS DEAN AMBROSE BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY PAIGE SAYING IT! In a interview where she mentions him ahah. Hopefully this doesnt get blocked again and I have to pitch it even more :(
Okay, so I cried a few times when making this video because I sort of based it off something that happened to me in my personal life. I met this guy a little over a year ago, and gosh, I really loved him. He was my first love, and I think I'll always love him. But he basically led me on, and one day I just came to school to find out he got with one of my closest friends. Of course, it hurt because we were still talking, but I decided to let it go on for my friend because she also really loved him and I'm mature, I wasn't about to fight over a guy. My mistake was continuing to be friends with him, we were really close, almost best friends before he went and got with my friend, and he'd always blame me for being the reason why we never got together. And from there I should've cut him off, but I couldn't. I couldn't see my life without him, so I took in seeing him with my friend every day, and all of his mixed signals for another nine months. In those months we'd always argue because he was super possessive and would get jealous over any guy who I became close to, and I never understood why because like I never believed he had feelings for me because he was STILL with my friend. But my dumbass always tried to fix things with him whenever we'd argue, and yeah. Then came November, where we were talking late at night and he blurted out that he was sorry for everything he had done to me, and I said it didn't matter. He then confessed to me that he's always had feelings for me, that he still does, but he doesn't know why he can't break up with his girlfriend. So I told him it didn't matter and that his feelings aren't real because he can't choose rightly and he's only hurting me and my friend. So I decided to ignore that conversation for the rest of the time. But here's my mistake, I had a best friend at the time whom I told her ALL about the situation, and I thought I could trust her because she'd always give me amazing advice. But she was also friends with my friend who was with him. So during winter break, I couldn't go out much for personal reasons, and that angered my best friend, so she told my friend who was with him EVERYTHING. And yeah, maybe she should've known, but here's the thing, she made me seem like the bad guy. Like if I was the one who would always try something with him, and instead of asking me for my side, she automatically believed him. And the cherry on the top, he lied about it too, blaming everything on me when in reality I would always reject him. So that was in January, it's toned down due to the fact that I don't speak to anyone of them. It's funny though, he still tries to talk to me, but I can't do it anymore. I'm too much of a prideful person to keep submitting myself to it. So those voiceovers in the beginning really do fit me, like that is me lol. Gosh I'm sorry I must've bored you but i trust you guys and I've been able to surpass it because I don't always burst into tears whenever I speak about it anymore, progress haha! Well this song is really relatable to me, so I wanted to vid it!
Plot; Dean and Paige were a couple, but one day Dean sidetracks Paige and gets with one of her closest friends, Nikki. Paige was crushed, not understanding why he would do something like that to her. And became even more confused as Nikki began to also go against her, insulting her and attacking her. After a while, Paige picks herself up and stands up to them, knowing she is all she needs to change.
Hope you enjoy! Show some love, coloring is not mine!
REUPLOAD AND PITCHED BECAUSE STUPID YOUTUBE SIGH. So excuse some of the voiceovers, I had already rendered it and was way too lazy to start over on them. AND I WAS SO PROUD OF THE PART WHERE IT SAYS DEAN AMBROSE BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY PAIGE SAYING IT! In a interview where she mentions him ahah. Hopefully this doesnt get blocked again and I have to pitch it even more :(
Okay, so I cried a few times when making this video because I sort of based it off something that happened to me in my personal life. I met this guy a little over a year ago, and gosh, I really loved him. He was my first love, and I think I'll always love him. But he basically led me on, and one day I just came to school to find out he got with one of my closest friends. Of course, it hurt because we were still talking, but I decided to let it go on for my friend because she also really loved him and I'm mature, I wasn't about to fight over a guy. My mistake was continuing to be friends with him, we were really close, almost best friends before he went and got with my friend, and he'd always blame me for being the reason why we never got together. And from there I should've cut him off, but I couldn't. I couldn't see my life without him, so I took in seeing him with my friend every day, and all of his mixed signals for another nine months. In those months we'd always argue because he was super possessive and would get jealous over any guy who I became close to, and I never understood why because like I never believed he had feelings for me because he was STILL with my friend. But my dumbass always tried to fix things with him whenever we'd argue, and yeah. Then came November, where we were talking late at night and he blurted out that he was sorry for everything he had done to me, and I said it didn't matter. He then confessed to me that he's always had feelings for me, that he still does, but he doesn't know why he can't break up with his girlfriend. So I told him it didn't matter and that his feelings aren't real because he can't choose rightly and he's only hurting me and my friend. So I decided to ignore that conversation for the rest of the time. But here's my mistake, I had a best friend at the time whom I told her ALL about the situation, and I thought I could trust her because she'd always give me amazing advice. But she was also friends with my friend who was with him. So during winter break, I couldn't go out much for personal reasons, and that angered my best friend, so she told my friend who was with him EVERYTHING. And yeah, maybe she should've known, but here's the thing, she made me seem like the bad guy. Like if I was the one who would always try something with him, and instead of asking me for my side, she automatically believed him. And the cherry on the top, he lied about it too, blaming everything on me when in reality I would always reject him. So that was in January, it's toned down due to the fact that I don't speak to anyone of them. It's funny though, he still tries to talk to me, but I can't do it anymore. I'm too much of a prideful person to keep submitting myself to it. So those voiceovers in the beginning really do fit me, like that is me lol. Gosh I'm sorry I must've bored you but i trust you guys and I've been able to surpass it because I don't always burst into tears whenever I speak about it anymore, progress haha! Well this song is really relatable to me, so I wanted to vid it!
Plot; Dean and Paige were a couple, but one day Dean sidetracks Paige and gets with one of her closest friends, Nikki. Paige was crushed, not understanding why he would do something like that to her. And became even more confused as Nikki began to also go against her, insulting her and attacking her. After a while, Paige picks herself up and stands up to them, knowing she is all she needs to change.
Hope you enjoy! Show some love, coloring is not mine!
