awkwardartist [archive] | dead energy | vent @awkwardartistarchive4826 | Uploaded 7 years ago | Updated 3 hours ago
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song - bobby raps desensitized - youtube.com/watch?v=k4h2VtrPwus

this isn't the desensitized meme. i used the same song, but i'm expressing a different theme using the music. please keep that in mind when you want to tell me to give proper credit to the original.

this can be interpreted in a lot of ways. well, for starters, i dont like taking medicine. not if its not subscribed to me. so i had a headache, and took some asprin. that only made me feel worse.
my body eas energized, but my head was completly empty, i felt like a hyperactive corpse. thats why i dont take medicine, it gives me a false sense of happiness and energy. not only that, but twice I was scolded for something. I can take it, but it hurts to take it. sometimes I forget people can forgive me for my mistakes, and I spend the rest of the day thinking about how I shattered their trust in me. its a constant cycle of self doubt and denial
I'm so confused on how to feel. I just feel empty.
i hate it