Uploaded June 2020 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago
Yea this is my new OC-
But it’s not my oc’s backstory or anything it’s a vent about myself
I spent all day on this edit so-
Cause I just go ahead and say this that Yes these things are all true- it’s not some made up so please don’t hate or anything
Also that in the comments please don’t start going on about your own problems
This may not annoy you but the biggest thing that gets on my nerves is when your venting and someone starts comparing their own problems to yours- it’s even worse when they say like “oh well you don’t have it as bad as me blah blah blah”
Like seriously how’s that meant to make someone feel better?
Kinda inspired my milkáccino mainly just the audio the whole vent was obviously my idea-
I was originally goNna do SomThing else for a vent but that got a bit deep into my family problems and I don’t know if I’m ready to share that...
I find this was more of a vent about what I feel about myself, though I have been called useless before and word like that stick to me I wish I could let them go but it’s just My stupid great memory And I don’t think highly of myself. I like to tell people that I like myself and I have Self love but I honestly Don’t- I’m ugly and I’m not Good at sports I’m not strong, I’m fat... No I don’t cut Nor do self harm. I go to therapy but after quarantine I started going back to bottling up my feelings. I’ve been told many times that I need to be myself- Well guess what, Nobody know who you really are exept for yourself! But Apparently some people don’t see things that way. And joke around about things because That’s the only optimistic way To get rid of problems on your own. I’m scared of everything- And that’s somthing I tend to get teased about, and sure I laugh along but it really does hurt. My dad offen Sats that actions speak louder then words... Well words can hurt a lot more then actions. I offen find myself doubtful of anything I make Things pop into my head like- “Someone did it better” “this isn’t right” “you should’ve tried harder” “Why doesn’t it look good” It’s like I’m just unable to be proud of any of my work! I also just feel like I pressure myself to do too much then I can handle!(if you couldn’t read it cause it was fast at sorta the end where there’s that long list that’s a list of things I wrote down that I need to do kinda implies that)There’s just so many people out there who are more talented then me, And I’m not able to look past that and just be proud of my own things. I’d like to say it’s easy to tell if I’m sad but I’m very easily hurt- But I don’t like crying infront of others or sharing sadness so it just bottles up and eventually you relize you can’t do that forever. I find myself mad at my parent for expecting so much of me, IM NOT PERFECT NO ONE IS! So why should I be expected to do everything right the first time?
Well that was my long stupid vent bye
Yea this is my new OC-
But it’s not my oc’s backstory or anything it’s a vent about myself
I spent all day on this edit so-
Cause I just go ahead and say this that Yes these things are all true- it’s not some made up so please don’t hate or anything
Also that in the comments please don’t start going on about your own problems
This may not annoy you but the biggest thing that gets on my nerves is when your venting and someone starts comparing their own problems to yours- it’s even worse when they say like “oh well you don’t have it as bad as me blah blah blah”
Like seriously how’s that meant to make someone feel better?
Kinda inspired my milkáccino mainly just the audio the whole vent was obviously my idea-
I was originally goNna do SomThing else for a vent but that got a bit deep into my family problems and I don’t know if I’m ready to share that...
I find this was more of a vent about what I feel about myself, though I have been called useless before and word like that stick to me I wish I could let them go but it’s just My stupid great memory And I don’t think highly of myself. I like to tell people that I like myself and I have Self love but I honestly Don’t- I’m ugly and I’m not Good at sports I’m not strong, I’m fat... No I don’t cut Nor do self harm. I go to therapy but after quarantine I started going back to bottling up my feelings. I’ve been told many times that I need to be myself- Well guess what, Nobody know who you really are exept for yourself! But Apparently some people don’t see things that way. And joke around about things because That’s the only optimistic way To get rid of problems on your own. I’m scared of everything- And that’s somthing I tend to get teased about, and sure I laugh along but it really does hurt. My dad offen Sats that actions speak louder then words... Well words can hurt a lot more then actions. I offen find myself doubtful of anything I make Things pop into my head like- “Someone did it better” “this isn’t right” “you should’ve tried harder” “Why doesn’t it look good” It’s like I’m just unable to be proud of any of my work! I also just feel like I pressure myself to do too much then I can handle!(if you couldn’t read it cause it was fast at sorta the end where there’s that long list that’s a list of things I wrote down that I need to do kinda implies that)There’s just so many people out there who are more talented then me, And I’m not able to look past that and just be proud of my own things. I’d like to say it’s easy to tell if I’m sad but I’m very easily hurt- But I don’t like crying infront of others or sharing sadness so it just bottles up and eventually you relize you can’t do that forever. I find myself mad at my parent for expecting so much of me, IM NOT PERFECT NO ONE IS! So why should I be expected to do everything right the first time?
Well that was my long stupid vent bye
