Uploaded March 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago

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From the album "Slow Suicide", out now on Facedown Records.

Cultist Merch: facedown.merchnow.com/collections/cultist
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Video by Tyler Dawsey tinyurl.com/bd48z82j


LYRICS:
I’ll never make it out of this
What I’m searching for
Is just out of reach

I can't resist
and I can't ignore
In death I’ll find my peace

From the moment I wake
I feel a constant ache
I’m escaping the depths
Till the moment I rest

I’ve lost count
How many times did I pray
Only to wind up in this same place
Day after day

The corruption
Turns to decay
I don’t have nobody else to blame

I’m in a hell
of my design
the fragile
state of my mind
is inclined
to decline
when I find hope
a smile choked
I try to cope with a stillborn joy
my life is a ploy

I sense an endless repetition
I can’t escape this prison
I drown my sorrows
To forget that I’m drowning

From the moment I wake
I feel a constant ache
I’m escaping the depths
Till the moment I rest

I sense an endless repetition
I can’t escape this prison
I drown my sorrows
To forget that I’m drowning


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