Uploaded May 2014 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago

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PLEASE WATCH IN 720p HD!

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Hey everyone! So, this is a late birthday video I decided to make for you. My birthday was on saturday, and I planned to make something by then, but then lief got in the way & this week has been crazy.

Still, I couldn't shake the captain swan inspiration after that epic episode on sunday, so I had to do a little something to get it off my head.

This is one of my favorite songs & I don't think I've ever seen it vidded before, so I hope you enjoy that as well! I'd always planned to vid it to CS, specially since both of them started 'pushing away' from each other, although for different reasons, and after 3x20. HAD TOOOOOO. Listen to the lyrics, I think they match perfectly :')

So, I have to go. Hope you like this! Let me know in the comment section below! ;)