Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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Fucking hell, I really wish I couldn't have told them. I feel like an asshole, I think this is too much for me to handle. The more I think about it, the more I feel like it was my fault. I just wanted to confess, I wanted to say sorry. Sorrys can't fix anything, but the best thing I can do is give them closure. I wish, I really wish they could talk to me. It really seems like they didn't care, I know deep down, they did. It still really hurt me, a part of my life is gone and I wish to have that one single part back...