Uploaded January 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
It just struck me now, how young i was when i first made my own voodoo doll to kill another child, someone in my school i think it was, and i was so young i cant remember whom it was, boy or girl, but i think it was a girl/child out of envy or jealousy. And i haven’t been able to live with my self as i matured after words, realizing what i did/ had done, wondering, worrying if i had hurt that child severely or not, have wondered and asked and prayed for that being i tryed to kill aomearly in life all my life. Cause i forgot completely who it was, i was so young. And then i also remember making a god at a very early age, as leader of this group of friends! I made a god for us to worship. And I don’t even know or remember for what purpose. Cause i was so little and i dont know if it was before or after the voodoo thing!? But anyhow things just atarted going haywire with this god! People that was in this group started getting hurt, and it started ghosting us. Poltergeist us. So i had to do all i could to destroy it!! And not until my spiritual awakening, after studying this, with black magic deeply, did I understand that what i had done at such an early age was create a thoughtform! A servator as black magicians call them.. So i was born with this knowledge/karma from past lives.. Off how to doo these things. As u know with Saturn on the ascendant your born as an adult trapped in a childs body having to deal with ur karma straight away! Face yourself and past life karmas straight away, there’s off course a child trapped inside there also not understanding anything at the same time! Very painful.. And he is in scorpio in my first house in my tropical chart, conjunct Pluto in libra both conjunct my ascendant so thats hard karma you come in with and have too deal with straight away.. Face yourself and your demons all the shit straight away.. And just undo your self.. peice by peice, to redeem. To be able to live and stand ur self. To finally be set free, rise as the phenix, the last stage of the scorpio
Signs three phases. To reach, moksha, nirvana, and become bhudda or the bhoddi satva- And thus try to return to physical life again. To heal people is the aim/dharma of the last stage.. of the scorpio sign. The stages are represented as one-the scorpion, two-the eagle and last and final
The phoenix!🙏🔮🦅🦂🌹
#astrology#blackmagic#demonicabuse
It just struck me now, how young i was when i first made my own voodoo doll to kill another child, someone in my school i think it was, and i was so young i cant remember whom it was, boy or girl, but i think it was a girl/child out of envy or jealousy. And i haven’t been able to live with my self as i matured after words, realizing what i did/ had done, wondering, worrying if i had hurt that child severely or not, have wondered and asked and prayed for that being i tryed to kill aomearly in life all my life. Cause i forgot completely who it was, i was so young. And then i also remember making a god at a very early age, as leader of this group of friends! I made a god for us to worship. And I don’t even know or remember for what purpose. Cause i was so little and i dont know if it was before or after the voodoo thing!? But anyhow things just atarted going haywire with this god! People that was in this group started getting hurt, and it started ghosting us. Poltergeist us. So i had to do all i could to destroy it!! And not until my spiritual awakening, after studying this, with black magic deeply, did I understand that what i had done at such an early age was create a thoughtform! A servator as black magicians call them.. So i was born with this knowledge/karma from past lives.. Off how to doo these things. As u know with Saturn on the ascendant your born as an adult trapped in a childs body having to deal with ur karma straight away! Face yourself and past life karmas straight away, there’s off course a child trapped inside there also not understanding anything at the same time! Very painful.. And he is in scorpio in my first house in my tropical chart, conjunct Pluto in libra both conjunct my ascendant so thats hard karma you come in with and have too deal with straight away.. Face yourself and your demons all the shit straight away.. And just undo your self.. peice by peice, to redeem. To be able to live and stand ur self. To finally be set free, rise as the phenix, the last stage of the scorpio
Signs three phases. To reach, moksha, nirvana, and become bhudda or the bhoddi satva- And thus try to return to physical life again. To heal people is the aim/dharma of the last stage.. of the scorpio sign. The stages are represented as one-the scorpion, two-the eagle and last and final
The phoenix!🙏🔮🦅🦂🌹
#astrology#blackmagic#demonicabuse
