Uploaded August 2020 | Updated September 2026, 55 minutes ago
I hope you enjoy it!
Song and video by me.
Song Download:
drive.google.com/file/d/1mh4XMCuTSAphjXm2irlQoeTcxJGFPpNj/view?usp=sharing
Instrumental download:
drive.google.com/file/d/1i13-Z_UC961f-Ox39Pn2S0Rxft4qo-mP/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics:
Death, death, death
All they scream for is your death
Run, run, run
And carry me far away
Feeling the wind splash in front of my face
What have I done to deserve this sad train of thought
Live, live, live
I will live for no one else
Stay my ground
I will look you in the eye
Why do I keep thinking these stupid things
Where oh where can I find the courage
to face myself
Be true to myself
Hear the wheel turning
Looking for something
Itching inside me
I'll find it one day
Here we go again
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
And I can only dream of being freed from this mess
That the others have made, I never expected less
Keeping to myself I thought that was the only way
Now I see the error of letting others come stay
Trying to reach something I know isn't there
And I'm running in circles trying to find the courage to speak
Where can I find the courage
Fear, fear, fear
All I feel inside is fear
Peak, peak, peak
I can only peak outside
Anxious thoughts making me keep my eyes closed
Why is it that I can't open my mouth and say
Stop, stop, stop
I don't like you do that
Unable to handle these searing stares
Why do you keep saying these stupid things
I would like to go home so I can hide and think why
I hurt myself then
See the tears forming
See in the mirror
Someone I don't know
It will end one day
Here we go again
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
And I can only dream of being freed from this mess
That the others have made, I never expected less
Keeping to myself I thought that was the only way
Now I see the error of letting others come stay
Trying to reach something I know isn't there
And I'm running in circles trying to find the courage to speak
Where can I find the courage
Looking at myself through rose coloured glass
Do I really have the power to change myself
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
And I can only dream of being freed from this mess
That the others have made, I never expected less
Keeping to myself I thought that was the only way
Now I see the error of letting others come stay
Trying to reach something I know isn't there
And I'm running in circles I'm trying to find the courage
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
I hope you enjoy it!
Song and video by me.
Song Download:
drive.google.com/file/d/1mh4XMCuTSAphjXm2irlQoeTcxJGFPpNj/view?usp=sharing
Instrumental download:
drive.google.com/file/d/1i13-Z_UC961f-Ox39Pn2S0Rxft4qo-mP/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics:
Death, death, death
All they scream for is your death
Run, run, run
And carry me far away
Feeling the wind splash in front of my face
What have I done to deserve this sad train of thought
Live, live, live
I will live for no one else
Stay my ground
I will look you in the eye
Why do I keep thinking these stupid things
Where oh where can I find the courage
to face myself
Be true to myself
Hear the wheel turning
Looking for something
Itching inside me
I'll find it one day
Here we go again
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
And I can only dream of being freed from this mess
That the others have made, I never expected less
Keeping to myself I thought that was the only way
Now I see the error of letting others come stay
Trying to reach something I know isn't there
And I'm running in circles trying to find the courage to speak
Where can I find the courage
Fear, fear, fear
All I feel inside is fear
Peak, peak, peak
I can only peak outside
Anxious thoughts making me keep my eyes closed
Why is it that I can't open my mouth and say
Stop, stop, stop
I don't like you do that
Unable to handle these searing stares
Why do you keep saying these stupid things
I would like to go home so I can hide and think why
I hurt myself then
See the tears forming
See in the mirror
Someone I don't know
It will end one day
Here we go again
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
And I can only dream of being freed from this mess
That the others have made, I never expected less
Keeping to myself I thought that was the only way
Now I see the error of letting others come stay
Trying to reach something I know isn't there
And I'm running in circles trying to find the courage to speak
Where can I find the courage
Looking at myself through rose coloured glass
Do I really have the power to change myself
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
And I can only dream of being freed from this mess
That the others have made, I never expected less
Keeping to myself I thought that was the only way
Now I see the error of letting others come stay
Trying to reach something I know isn't there
And I'm running in circles I'm trying to find the courage
Cruelly shouting words that I have never heard before
The promise of being able to see what's in store
