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I miss the family I used to have
I feel like everything’s so different now
Sitting by the fire as we’d watch the flames burn out

I miss the days
I wasn’t afraid
Now I always have my guard up
hands on my face
I learned to cope with the pain
I know that people think I’m tryna get attention
But in reality I’m tryna send a message

I know there’s kids out there that are going through the same thing ,
And if your one of them I hope to help your suffering ,
Just know it will get better and these feelings do not stay the same
No they don't stay the same

I don’t wanna make you feel bad ,
But you kinda ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life ,

And I don’t wanna make you feel bad
But you kinda ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life

You hurt me and ruined my life
Oh
You hurt me and ruined my life
Oh no
Oh no

I lost a couple friends on my way up ,
I took a couple L’s but that’s just Normal talk
I popped a couple pills but they don’t do much ,
And Now I take Prozac in the morning with some other stuff

But why did I get into this
I feel like this is all a dream
But when I wake up , look around ,
This isn’t even make believe
So I sit in the corner
Thinking back to all the memories
I grew up with these fake beliefs
Bout time I find a remedy

I don’t wanna make you feel bad (make you feel bad)
But you kinda ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life

And I don’t wanna make you feel bad
But you kinda ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life

You hurt me and ruined my life
Yeah
Oh oh oh
You hurt me, oh you hurt me
You hurt me and ruined my life

You hurt me and ruined my life

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