Uploaded April 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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From the album "Punishing Myself Before God Does", out now on Facedown Records.

US Merch - facedown.merchnow.com/collections/Confessions-Of-A-Traitor
EU / UK Merch - confessions-of-a-traitor.myshopify.com
Spotify - open.spotify.com/album/222AtgmkJIArvoRoP5KC8S
Apple / iTunes - music.apple.com/album/punishing-myself-before-god-does/1617376556
Facebook - facebook.com/confessionsofatraitor

DIRECTED & FILMED BY Matt Daley clearwaymedia.co.uk
MIXED & MASTERED BY Andrew Wade
VOCAL RECORDING BY Justin Hill
DRUM RECORDING BY Mike Bennett
GUITAR/BASS RECORDING BY Jacob Brand

Lyrics:
Why can’t you see you’re smothering me,
Afraid you’ll lose control, you hold too tight!
You can't end the war inside me,
This is not your fight!
Peace is more, than the absence of war
Peace is accord (peace is accord)
Harmony!

We rise by lifting others
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

If you’re going through hell
Keep going
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

God! I need to heal
I need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I’ve still got more to give
Oh God!
I need to heal
I just need to feel

I need to feel

I’ll fight for peace, without remorse
Constant conflict is my curse
I won’t let this be what buries me
I pray for silence
But I’ve got a throat full of fire and a head full of violence

Head full of violence

If you’re going through hell, keep going
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

God! I need to heal
I just need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell

God! I need to heal
I need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I’ve still got more to give
Oh God!
I need to heal
I just need to feel

I just need to heal

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