Uploaded March 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of death doula, Lindsey Guttilla and cancer patient, Ashley Hamilton. Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/softwhiteunderbelly. Whatever heaviness you carry, therapy with BetterHelp can help you feel lighter in 2026. #sponsored

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0:00 The Kind of Tired Sleep Can’t Fix
4:42 Four Lokos and Cancer Treatments
7:40 The Illusion of Control
10:51 Sponsor: BetterHelp
12:13 The Fallout of Cancer
18:45 Childhood, Armor, and Survival
28:49 The Overdose That Changed Everything
34:41 A Cancer Doctors Don’t Understand
43:00 Thinking About Switzerland
45:33 His Daughter Doesn’t Know
52:56 A Real Inventory of a Life
1:14:49 Connection Before the End

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