MafiaGravity | Chuuya Nakahara | You Call Me a Bitch Like It's a Bad Thing [20 Minute Editing Challenge] @MafiaGravity | Uploaded December 2019 | Updated October 2024, 3 days ago.
is this challenge still a thing? cuz i know i'm hella late.

yes i finally got around to doing this cuz 1) i had to wait til i redownloaded a majority of the anime i usually edit with for amvs and mep parts, 2) work got hella busy, and 3) lack of inspo because i haven't edited for a month due to my hard drive breaking that i tried to get repaired but to no luck so i was forced to buy a new one and redownload EVERYTHING :(

hope you enjoy this cuz it's kinda vent-ish because 2019 was just a shit year for me in terms of online friendships.

nominated by:
Linksanisthatu youtube.com/watch?v=2Qs9mhErsXU
lunarnightwing youtube.com/watch?v=EBUMnJY9Ky4

i nominate:
idk whoever wants to do it cuz i'm pretty sure everyone i know did it already.

program ⇒ sony vegas pro 17
anime ⇒ bungou stray dogs
song ⇒ "you call me a bitch like it's a bad thing" by halestorm

-ok this is like stupid shit i'mma add here if people are curious about the song choice. DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE UNINTERESTED!-
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tbh the reason why 2019 got shitty with online friendships is because of the negativity that's going around to the point tea was getting spilled and i was made out to be a bitch/hypocrite/child. it's one thing to be labeled as those, but for screenshots of private convos to be shared without consent is hella ridiculous. you can use screenshots to prove your innocence, but when they're private convos that don't relate to the issue at all, you are really crossing the line. even to this day i'm still thinking people are screenshotting everything i say to them or on social media and spreading them around like a disease.

i've been wishing i never met my friends online for a month now because it's gotten to the point my anxiety got worse that i may need to seek professional help (after i get my medicaid approved). i'm even starting to think i was put into such a toxic circle i can't escape. i'd rather have people forget about me or never met me at all than for them to remember me as the bitch that pissed them off with brutal honesty and should die already.

i'm done. whoever's reading this and wants to do something about it, be my guest. i can't say i tried.