Uploaded July 2009 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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"I'll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad"
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Jal tries to deal with Chris' death but can't forget him and their memories together...
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ok, I don't know if I like this video... I mean I love this song and I think it's perfect for the story of Chris and Jal, but I'm not really satisfied with my editing here. I was sooo unsure during the whole editing process because I didn't know how to handle the beats of the song... Regarding the story and the meaning of the song, it didn't feel right to match all the beats... I don't know if you know what I mean! :)
But I didn't stop this video (even though I wanted to several times) but just had to finish it because the song is so perfect for them... and because I MISS CHRIS :(((

Hope you enjoy it in spite of my lame editing...
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Voice-overs:

Chris: "And I could be like dying...yeah, and you wouldn't even know about it..."

Jal: "Why are we here? Special treat? Take my mind off him?"

Jal: "You sound just like him!"

Chris: "Hey, when you were little, did you ever used to unbotton the covers and get inside?"

Michelle: "We should get out of here."
Jal: "No. I wanna stay."

Chris: "I want you to move in with me!"

Jal: "I can't.... Can I?"

Michelle: "I'm not saying forget about him. Because you can't... and you shouldn't. He was special!"

Jal: "Chris!"

Jal: "Because the thing about Chris was: He said "Yes!". He said "Yes!" to everything. He loved everyone.
He was the bravest boy... man, I knew. And that's why.... and that's why... WE LOVED HIM!"

Priest: "Ashes to ashes... dust to dust."